(A/N, i forgot to say El's dislikes: One direction, hopeless fan girls, dresses, pink, fake girls and sexist asses.)
I got to the gym, showed the boy on desk my membership card (I didn't have to because I come here at least once a day), hot hit on by the boy on desk, told him I was taken, grabbed two energy drinks, and got changed. I was wearing a blue sports vest, knee length black skin tight flexible trousers and some red black white and grey VEILISR's I also wore a blue arm strap to hold my phone whilst I listens to music.
I spend four hours at the gym, two on a punching bag, half an hour on the treadmill and an hour and a half in the weights. I had so many things going through my head like who must these people be to want me? Or what if they only want me to abuse me? I grabbed a shower and jogged back to Downs house.
I got in slammed the door and was about to go upstairs when Ellie stopped me (I'm beginning not to like her). "Where have you been?" I ignored her "oi young lady where were you." "like I told you the gym." Seriously she needs to start listening "for four and a half hours? Or were you at Alex's?" She is so annoying "I was at the gym for that long, go there and check the security footage, I can go to the gym for hours but I guess you can't!" She looked annoyed, good "look El the people are still here if you want to see them." Seriously "They must be freaks if they want me instead of Charlie or Lucas or Lily! Because why would anyone want me!"
I stormed of to my room and took off my leather jacket and started doing crunches, exercise is my only escape from everything. Tears started forming on my eyes then Lucas ran in, gave me a hug and said "I love you sis" then went back to his room. I went over to my desk and pulled out the third draw, it had a fake bottom so I had to pull every thing out. In the bottom of the draw was a teddy bear with a name tag Barney, two picture frames one with a picture of me and my parents the other of me, barney and my mum I also had a locket with a picture of my dad on one side and Barney on the other and I had one of my dad's old note books and a speech I had written that I wished I had said at the funeral but I didn't and I hated the fact that I didn't. I was just to young.
I woke up, went down stairs, grabbed a piece of toast with Nutella on it and ate it. A few people asked were I was at dinner last night I said "Gym" that was all then that idiot Tyler said "Oooooo she was probably with her boyfriend." He was pissing me off "shut up Tyler!" He liked annoying me "what's his name, ah yes Barney!" What! "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY ABOUT BARNEY!!" I was now ready to beat the crap out of him. "I heard you last night crying over someone named Barney Oooooo did he dump you." "Barney is not my Boyfriend or my ex!" Tyler looked confused, he wasn't smart so it didn't take much "then who is he?" I clenched my fist and my eye got all watery. "MY DEAD BROTHER!" I punched the wall leaving a mark. "El I'm sorry I didn't realise I'm sorry I really am." I hate Tyler " Just leave me the hell alone" I went out side and began kicking a ball against the wall,
Two hours later Danny came out and said that if I was ready I could go and speak to the people who want to adopt me if not then I didn't have to. I said "what have I got to lose." I ran upstairs to get changed. I wore a white vest top with an un buttoned sleeveless checkered shirt with headphones round my neck. I went downstairs and knocked on Danny's office door, I peeked inside to see...