That fucking friendzone

Sarah, 17, with a bestfriend, in the friendzone. Rydell, also 17, also in the friendzone. Rydell wants to come out of he friendzone, but Sarah is not interested. Or is she?

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4. Mixed signals

AUTHORS NOTE

Hey guys, sorry for not updating!!! Have alot of things going on :)

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I don't know if I like Rydell as more than a friend, or just as a friend. I mean, we write with eachother everyday on facebook, or videochat on skype, and everytime we write to me, my stomache tickles. Sometimes I like to believe that he likes me, and flirts with me, but then there was a time where he told me that, people often mistake kindness, with flirting, because noone is ever just kind anymore. When he wrote that, I got sad. There was a time, when I was abseloutly sure that I liked him, and our friends kept saying that we should be together, and ''Ooohhh do you like him?'', and he used alot of time saying that we were just friends. Then, I don't know how, but the feelings slowly just faded away. And now, I'm confused, I don't know if I like him, I don't know if he likes me..

Rydell and I have everything in common. Literally, EVERYTHING. 

1. We are both gamers

2. We like the same kind of games

3. We like the same youtubers.

4. We both like to draw and paint

5. We both LOVE music

6. We can both fall in love with a song so that everytime we hear it, we get goosebumps, our stomache tickles in that specific part of the song that we just LOVE.

Its crazy.

 

I was sitting and thinking of all of this, when Ella - who knew that I once had a crush on Rydell - shoved me in the arm. ''AUCH?'' I yelled. Evern though it wasn't loud because the music was so loud. ''Look whos coming'' she said with a smirk on her face. I looked, and there was Rydell. He looked handsome, I thought to myself. I don't know if it was because I already was drunk, or that there was something. He looked at me, smiled, and then some of his friends pulled him away.

Rydell and I had earlier talked about some girl he liked. I wanted to know, but he told me that he would tell me, when he was ready. Huh? Ready to tell me that you like a girl? Wtf.. I was really confused. But he also asked me if I liked someone, and I answered a clear no. He tried to make me say who it was, because aparently, I was lying he said. But I think he found out that I really didn't like anyone.

Some hours into the party, after alot of dancing and yelling, Rydell was really drunk. REALLY drunk. I was still the same. I had some water, but I told people that is was vodka. I walked into another room, I can't remember which, and saw Rydell. My heart dropped. He was standing, making out with some chick. I ran away with blank eyes. I found Ella, and told it to her. ''Relax gurl, they were playing truth or dare!'' She said and winked at me. ''Wait, you don't like him? Why are you crying'' she said, worried. ''It's just the alcohol, I'm sure of it'', I said, which was half true. But I was angry at him,  and I pulled Ella with me.

We stood in front of the truth or dare circle and I yelled: ''WERE IN!'' They just yelled exitedly at us and welcomed us. Rydell didn't even look at me. ''What's his problem?'' Ella asked me. I shrugged.

After alot of kissing. Rydell kissed so many other girls. I felt angry and jealous, cause they all looked seductively at him afterwards. I had only confessed some stuff. Ella had been in 7 minutes in heaven, like 2 times now. It was my turn. ''Dare.'' I said icecold. The girl said the words I just didn't want to hear. ''7 minutes in heaven, with Rydell'' I heard it in slowmotion, and my heart started beating very fast. He just shrugged and we went over to a closet.

We stood there looking awkwardly at eachother. He started leaning in on me, but I stopped him. ''Why are you doing this?'' I asked. ''Listen, Sarah. I have liked you in a long time now. The girl i talked about was you.'' I didn't say anything. ''It's pretty awkward now, right?'' he said, and just walked out and dissapeared. I just stood there. Speachless. 

 

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