Just a nerd part 1
I sat on the porch,the sun burning my back.
Mabye I'm just being unreasonable,should I forgive Emily?,I thought.
I've been arguing with myself all day.''Juliet?"My sister asked,hovering above me.She held her arms insecurely.
''What do you want?"I groaned.I had done nothing,just sat here all day waiting for a great idea to pop in my head.It really made me cranky that I couldn't make up my mind.Also,I had cussed at my parents,it just didn't feel right.
''I just wanted to know if you are okay.''
''I'm perfectly fine,thanks.''I wiped away some tears that had crawled out.
''No your not,you're crying.Come on,just tell me what's bothering you.''She said,sitting next to me and putting an arm around my shoulder.
''Why can't you just leave me alone?That's all I need!"I ran to my room and shut the door.I looked in the mirror at my reflection.
A nerd that's all I'll ever be,I'm just a nerd.
It's like my mind is just another person who's turned against me.I studied myself in the mirror.I took off my glasses and stared again.I look way better like this.
''Honey?"My head snaps toward the door.
''Yes,Mom.What is it?"I asked,focusing my attention back on the mirror as I posed.
''Dinner's ready,It's your favorite,spaghetti.''
''That's nice.I'll be down in a few minutes.''I heard my door open and someone enter the bathroom with me.
''What is going on with you?You're cussing at me,your dad,Emily.That's not like you.''My mom asked in her concerned voice.
''Well that's too bad isn't it?"I snapped back at her.I still hadn't stopped posing and I could tell it was annoying her.
''Whatever is going on with you,I don't like it.You better change your attitude,seriously.''I turned around and rolled my eyes.
''Does it look like I care what you think?"This caught her attention.
''Get downstairs now and apologize to your dad!Now Juliet,I'm not playing this game with you anymore."She glared at me and threw her hand in the air,pointing at the door.I rolled my eyes and walked downstairs with her following behind me.
The table was set and the food was being served by Dad.Emily sat in one of the chairs.She was playing with her food and sighing.I turned back to my mom,she gave me her signature 'Do it now' look.
''Yea,hun?"He said,looking up.
''I'm sorry for cussing at you and being rude.''I turned around and walked away before he could respond.
''Wait,don't you want to eat?"Mom said looking up the stairway.
''Not really.''I called down the stairs.Now back to sulking...
I decided to update and not let the hate get to me,thanks for the sweet comments,I love to read them all.
Part 2 is coming up soon.