We packed our bags and left to the location of the final show. I was excited to go home. It'll probably be very weird to go to the old house again. So many things happened back there. We arrived at the location and it was huge, I mean, it was humongous. This was going to be the biggest show of the tour. The boys were on stage doing a last sound check and I was backstage chilling with Caitlan. We haven't really spoken for a while so it was nice to catch up again. The first thing what Caitlan said was: "Girlll what's up with the engagement! Tel me everything!" I get her enthusiasm because I haven't really told her anything about my propose and I actually feel kinda bad about it. "I'm sorry I haven't told you anything, I promise I'll tell you everything! okay here it goes. During our day off, Harry said he had planned something for us but he wouldn't tell me what he had planned. anyways we went to this place right in the middle of nowhere and we went for a hike. eventually we reached this beautiful spot with an amazing view. It was getting a bit late so we could almost see the sunset and just before the sunset he proposed to me, saying the most beautiful words to me. Just perfect in every way." I said. Caitlan was listening like I was telling a fairytale and she was a 6 year old. "wow that's amazing!" she said. "yeah I know! But what about you and Niall? How are you guys doing?" I asked Caitlan. "great! I'm going to meet his family after the tour and he has a house in Ireland so we are going to stay over there. What are you guys going to do after the tour?" she replied. "Aww that's great! We are going to where it all begun and errr, I got news from an unexpected angle, Steve called..." Caitlan's eyes widened. "really! Steve? What did he say? How is he doing?" she questioned me. "He ask where I was, how I was doing and ya know, more of those questions and I said let's meet up somewhere so we can talk things through and he agreed so yeah..." I answered. "Is he out of jail?" caitlan asked, raising an eyebrow. "well, to be honest, I don't know." I said. "well what are you going to say to him?" and by that, I started thinking, because I didn't know what I would say, not at all. What should I say? Why he left our family kinda alone for drugs? why he got in jail? why he wasn't there for me the past years? Why things had gotten so far? I miss my brother, not Steve, but my brother Steve. The Steve who used to play with me, made silly jokes, the Steve without drugs. And when all these things came up, I realized that this was what I was going to say to him. the truth. Caitlan looked me in the eyes and said; "what are you thinking about?" she asked. "about what I'm gonna say to Steve, and I know exactly what I'm gonna say, I'm gonna say the truth, about why he wasn't there for me the past years. Why drugs were more important than his broken family." Caitlan nodded. I didn't notice a tear escaping. You know whenever you can fight your tears back but then someone hugs you and you can't hold it anymore and you break down? yeah well that's exactly what happened because Caitlan started hugging me and I started crying. "are you okay?" Caitlan asked. "No I really wanted Steve to be there for us the past years, before my life with Harry." I said through my tears. We didn't talk anymore but I was just softly sobbing and Caitlan was still comforting me. "babe do you- whoa what's wrong?" Niall came in. Crap, I dont want people to see me like this,weak. I looked at Caitlan, who was looking at me. I gave her a don't-tell-him-please look. "Bae I'll be there in a sec. Can you give us a sec?" Niall nodded and walked away. "Are you "feeling better?" Caitlan asked. I nodded with a smile and wiped my last tear away.
(A/N: I'M SO SORRY! I didn't update last week but that's bc I'm in the middle of my testweek, well it's almost over so I'm sorry! But should I even continue bc this fanfic is barely getting any likes, comments, favs or any new readers. comment what you think :) )