when we got back to the hotel, we went straight to bed. You know how those long emotional days can wreck you? Yeah well I do now. I was thinking, I've been on tour with the guys for a while now, and I know Harry and I didn't want any drama, but the more I think about it, the more I realize we just can't avoid that. Like this day was full of drama and it makes me doubt, because I don't know how stable our relationship is. Like today, a bit of drama and I almost left him. Were we really that weak? No we weren't! we've been through a lot and it only made us stronger, right? Ugh, I was just overthinking everything, like always. I needed to clear my head in a way I always used to, by playing piano. Yes I play piano, never mentioned it but I did. My mom used to teach me when I was younger, it's a hidden talent I owe thanks of her. I'm not that good but I'm a decent pianist. I know the hotel has got one in the 'fance-room' how I like to call it. I will go there tomorrow. I was getting to sleepy to even think and since I was already in bed, so as Harry, I decided to let everything go and sleep.
next morning I woke up early to go play piano, I don't know if the hotel will let me, but I'm still going to. I didn't even know if I could still play, but we'll see. I put my hair in a messy bun and was wearing my pyama. a.k.a. shorts and a baggy shirt. I snuck out of our room and into the 'fancy-room' I saw the piano, I stood right in front of it, looking at it. It looked like the old piano my mom had. I sat down and looked at the piano. I played a chord, just a simple chord. I haven't played the piano for such a long time! I remembered how my mum used to teach me all kind of songs which she always sang to me. When I played the ong, she always sang along. I loved it when my mum sang. I remembered how she taught me a song, which was way too difficult for me but I wanted to play it because it was a song my mom always sang and I loved the way her voice fitted in the song. it was beautiful. I begged my mom to teach me the song so she did. I studied weeks for it but just when I finally was ready to show her, she passed away. Even though I had progressed it, I still let a tear escape by thinking of it. I started playing. I played the song I wanted to show to my mom. Suprisingly, I remembered every single chord and note. It relaxed me, when I'm playing, I forgot about everything. It was peaceful inside me, wow that didn't happen for in a long time. I forgot everything, even the time. It was just me and the piano. I didn't even notice someone walking in. I only noticed it when that somebody caughed dramaticly hard. I shocked and turned around. It was Niall. "I didn't know you play piano?" he said. "Oh err yeah I play a bit." I didn't talk that much to Niall, but I always found him sweet and funny. "It sounded really good though! What song was that?" "It err, was a song my mom used to sing, but not anymore." He frowned. "why not?" I bit my lip, fighting my tears back. "Because he passed away years ago." I said rather softly. "Oh gosh, I'm sorry!" he said. except for one tear, I managed to stay strong. "It's okay, how are you and Caitlan doing?" I said with a smile to change the subject. He sat next to me. "good! she's really amazing, I was thinking to like, take our relationship to the next level." I frowned. "how do you mean?" I asked. "well like, she is my girlfriend, but I want to make her mine, like really mine if you understand." he said. I almost immediately hugged him. "that's great Niall! You're amazing, Caitlan's amazing. just amazing." He smirked. "yeah well, how are you and Harry doing?" I gulped, how are we doing? like yeah we are together, but are we stable? "I mean, I heard you were gone yesterday? I don't know I was confused." I decided to explain it. "oh that, yeah I saw Harry hugging and being close with another girl so I thought he cheated on me, so I left and was on my way back to England but then Harry came after me and stopped me and explained that that girl I saw him with, was his sister. And I believed him, so fortunatly I went back with him. So like I don't know how we are doing. I mean, I love him to death, but after yesterday, I don't know if we're stable. But I guess that's just me overthinking everything. I guess we're doing well." I don't know why I told him that, but I wanted to talk to someone, who will listen to my shit and since Niall was here, I just told him. "Well good you went back, because I know for sure it was his sister, he told the boys and me he would meet up with his sister again. But I understand, I understand you fell this way, but I can also say he really loves you. And there's a reason for his behaviour, but I can't tell you yet. Please believe me, this drama is all worth it." What? why did he say that? What was the reason? I swear people shouldn't tell me stuff like that because I am curious as fuck. "wait what is the reason?" I asked Niall. "I can't tell you, but believe me, it's worth everything."
(A/N: Hi guys! I'm sorry for so many authors notes, I know they are annoying. But I'll continue the story a bit longer bc you asked for it ;). I'll update either tomorrow or next week. Sorry but yeah, really busy. Love you all and please tell your friends about this fanffic xoxo)