Next morning I woke up from 1 hour of sleep. I felt like shit, I had to leave Harry! I could really cry but I had to stay strong. I grabbed my bag and got ready. Before I left the room, I looked at Harry. The poor boy had no idea what was going to happen. He looked so peaceful... I decided to left a short note for Harry. it said
*I love you Harry, but I didn't had a choice...*
just short enough to don't have to tell why I left him. I had a terrible stomache ache. I had one since the past few days, but today it had only gotten worse. I didn't eat a single thing. I said goodbye to the house and waited for Louis by the front door. as I waited, all kind of flashbacks came trough my mind. when I entered the house, when I wanted to escape... I never thought this would of happened. A tear escaped. I really had to fight back my tears. When Louis came down, I could say he wasn't happy either. 'Let's go...' he said rather softly. I nodded while I faced the ground. we walked to the car and for the last time, I will see this house, were my whole life was. during the ride, Louis said 'I hope things will change Sophia, because I don't even want to imagine how Harry will react when he notice you are gone. I will do anything to change it, as long as the stalker doesn't kill your best friend. I will really miss you Sophia.' I saw a tear! it made me cry too. 'I hope so too Louis! I really don't want to leave Harry! and I will miss you too, you are a really good friend and I appreciate everything you've done to me.' he nodded and we went silent again. Louis was gonna wait by the car again. I first had to talk to Sandy again before I could go to my best friend Caitlan. I was exited to see Caitlan again, but then again, I could only think of Harry. We entered the woods and I went to the fallen tree trunk. She wasn't there yet. I sat there for a few minutes and then she arrived. she was really dressed up. she had a huge smile, probably because she was gonna meet One Direction. 'Morning bitch' she said. I just looked at her but didn't say a thing. She knew I was very upset, so she said 'Don't you think Harry and I make a cute couple?' she laughed evil. I faced her with a very dark glance full of anger. 'Harry would never love you, if he knew what you have done he would hate you.' She grabbed my shoulder quite rough and said 'Shut up bitch, Harry would love me more, just like Connor did.' fuck her, Connor was my first real crush, but just before I told him I liked him, she was all over him. I didn't say a thing, which I thought was the best thing to do, stay quiet. she continued. 'So now you will never return to the house, never contact him again and have an own pathetic life.' I decided to not argue with her, what's the point? it wouldn't help. I just nodded and then she walked away. I walked back to Louis and didn't say a thing. I didn't cry or such. just a blank face. He asked if I was alright. I just sad yes, without any emotion. We drove to Caitlans hose and I texted her that I was almost there. when we got there I faced Louis one last time. but then all of a sudden, I started crying. He hugged me and I begged him to take me with him, together with my best friend. He said he wanted to do it, but it can't. I know he was right. 'But I'll miss you guys so much, I can't! I can't leave Harry!' I cried out loud. I was inconsolable. I cried in Louis's arms for I guess 20 minutes when I stopped crying. It was time to go. 'I'll call you tonight, Okay?' he said. I nodded. when I walked out of the door, the last thing he said was 'Take care Sophia, we'll definatly keep in touch.' 'You too Louis, yes we will.' I said. I hugged him one last time and then walked to the front door of Caitlan's house. I felt defeated, but I know I had to do this. Caitlan opened the door and welcomed me with wide open arms. I fake smiled and hugged her too. don't get me wrong I was exited to see her, but I missed the boys already. During the hug, I felt a tear escaping. I wonder if Harry was awake, if he already noticed it. If I even think about his condition right know I felt my heart burst into pieces. Caitlan asked why I was sad, so I explained the whole thing...
(A/N: omg guys this is so sad! but I promise there will be a happy end. there will alsp be more p.o.v.'s from now on. loveyou guys xxx)