I sat there for another 15 minutes, just enjoying the view and loneliness. don't get me wrong I loved the fact that Harry loves me so much, but I like to have a moment for myself. Even though the fact Harry loves me so much didn't help me at all to choose. I really needed to talk to Louis. I walked back in the house and went to my room, I decided to call my bestie. just our normal 'talk of the day'. I literally talked to her for hours. Times flies when you're having fun. or just being distracted. I just really want some time alone, away from this drama. I do really love Harry, but it's just all too much. But I guess I don't have a choice... after I talked to my best friend, Harry walked in. 'Are you okay love? you are a bit quiet.' 'Yes babe, I'm okay. *fake smile* I lied. to be honest, I loved that Harry was with the boys. I was able to do some things on my own. 'Do you want to do something?' he said. Err, what could i do since I was forced to stay inside for my own safety? 'What did you had in mind?' I said. 'Well, Louis and Zayn are going to their girlfirends tonigh and they will be home late, so if we kick Liam and Niall to their rooms, we can have another movie night?' 'Sure babe, that sounds lovely.' I said with a smile, but honestly, I didn't care what we were gonna do tonight. I only wanted to talk to Louis tonight. He sat next to me on the bed. 'are you sure you're okay? It seems like you're hiding something.' he said. Well there was, but I'm not gonna tell him! so I just fake smiled and said 'everything's okay Harry, I mean it.' His glance seems to look trough my "pokerface", he knew something was wrong. It was a bit weird how well the boy knew me. he looked very concerned. It was so sweet. 'I just really want to see my best friend.' I said, which wasn't a lie, but it wasn't the reason why I was so down. 'When it's safe, you will see her love, just be patience, please.' I smiled, but it wasn't a fake smile, he was just so sweet. I hugged him, he was really my rock, which just made it harder to consider to let him go. 'thanks for everything Harry.' I said. 'No problem love, everything for my princess.' I hugged him even tider, I just couldn't let him go! a tear escaped and he saw it. He removed it with his thumb. 'please don't cry princess, it hurts me to see you hurt.' another tear escaped, but I laughed at the same time. 'You are so sweet Harry, you are literally everything I imagined. I don't think i could ever let you go.' I said. 'You don't have to love, because I won't let you go either.' I didn't answer, because I might have to... we were cuddling for a while, when my phone vibrated. unfortunatly, it was my stalker. *You'll have time to think about it till fridaynight, otherwise...* I gulped, I knew what it meant. thank God Harry wasn't reading along. It was monday, so I had a few days to think about it. It was about dinner time. 'The Louis and Zayn are already gone, and we can kick Niall and Liam to their rooms so I can cook a romantic dinner for us?' Harry said. 'Sounds like a plan!' I said, cheerful. I really love it when Harry does his best for me. He planted a kiss on my forehead and said he was going to be in the kitchen. I smirked. I wanted to listen some music which was cached on my phone, I only had no earbuds. I was walking to the kitchen, to ask Harry for some, till I walke into Niall. 'Hey Niall! do you've got earbuds I can borrow?' 'Oh yeah sure, here.' he said while grabbing them out of his pocket. 'thanks!' I said. 'You're welcome.' he said and winked. I went back to my room. I crawled underneath my blankets. I played the song 'sweet child o'mine' by Guns 'n Roses. I fell asleep, I was so tired of all the drama and shit that I just fell asleep.