It wasn't Harry. It was Louis, I didn't expect him here! and he saw me! O god, I really don't want Harry to think that I want to kill myself or such, so he mustn't tell it ti Harry! But he just stood here, with hus jaw dropped. first looking at my arm, but when I faced him, he ran to me. I burst into tears again. I'm just so sick of all this drama! 'Sophia why did you so this to yourself!' He grabbed my arm and took care of it, I just cried and let him. after he took care of my arm, he hugged me. I was glad nobody heard us and came to see what's happening. when we faced eachothers glances and I was a bit calmed down, he asked why I did this to myself, again. I decided to not tell him about the stalker was going to hurt my best friend when I didn't follow her demands. ' I'm just so sick of all the drama Louis! I just want a normal, happy life! but whenever I'm happy with my life, somebody just walk into my life and ruin it al!' I said, and it wasn't a lie. he hugged me, and it felt good to be hugged by a friend. I really didn't know Louis that well but it felt like I could tell him everything. even though the girls weren't comming next week, because it isn't safe, I was glad that Louis was here. yeah I was also glad that the other boys were here, but I knew Louis a bit better, since he "babysit" me. 'Sophia, you are a really sweet girl, I know you've been through a lot of shit, but I think it's really worth it. I mean, you love Harry and Harry loves you. You are perfect for eachother. So please hang on! don't give up! soon, this stalker will be gone. As soon as we know who it is, we'll go after her. and when it's all over, I'll guarantee you'll get the life you deserve.' was his answer. Wow, this boy really knew how to give me hope. just like Harry can... I hugged Louis very tight, he was just such a sweet boy! 'Thank you Lou, it really helped. But please, don't tell anyone. Especially not Harry, I don't want the poor boy to worry even more about me.' he sighed but then nodded. 'It'll be our secret, only if you promise you won't do it anymore!' 'I won't, I promise.' I said. We hugged one last time and then he left. I took a shower and then went back and had lunch, it was like 2pm. Liam and Zayn were getting groceries. The boys were playing with the wii, so they don't mind if I snook out to let my stalker call me in private.'I'll be in my room!' I said. I secretly snuck out of the house and went to my usual place, behind the house. I sat there for only 5 minutes and then my phone rang. 'What do you want?' I said, irritated. 'hehehe you stupid bitch, I want you to leave Harry. so I can have him. I know you're there on free will, but now it's time to go, he doesn't love you. you're just another girl for him. he has you, now he's done with you. and if you won't leave him, your best friend will no longer be there...' end of conversation.
what! NO! EVERYTHING EXCEPT THAT! He is my everything! He is my one and only! she must be lying! He did love me! he wasn't done with me! was he? yeah he loves me! otherwise he'll never kidnap me! BUT MY BEST FRIEND! SHE. CAN'T. DIE. How am I supposed to choose between my two rocks! they are both my eveything! How on earth can I choose! That's right, I CAN'T!
See this is the drama which I can't take anymore! I have to tell it someone! but who! I couldn't even cry, I was way too overwhelmed! I just sat there, my jaw dropped down. after a while, I decided to tell Louis, since he was the one I could tell everything to. It was my plan to talk to him tonight. when we are going to bed, I just tell I have to go to the toilet and then sneak into Louis's room. Let's just hope I can talk to him, he has to help me! I can't make a wrong decision!