'Are you okay love?' he said. I didn't respond. I couldn't talk. 'Please eat something love, you haven't eaten all day.' I didn't say anything. I noticed Harry didn't know what to say anymore. he wanted me to response. but I couldn't. this time, I really had no substance anymore. I was like a zombie, couldn't see any emotions on the outside, but on the inside, I could only think of my family, nothing else. even though Harry did his best to be there for me, it didn't help. All kind of memories played in my head. those moments with my brothers, when we used to play, make jokes and those things. my dad, when he learned me how to ride a bike, how he took care of me when I felt. even some memories with the 5 of us, with my mom. the way we used to be one happy family... and it was all gone. just gone. Harry just stood there, akwardly in my room. I faced him, his worried glance locked on mine. another tear came down my cheek, I hate my life. everyone I loved, has been taken away from me. The only one left was Harry, and my best friend but I didn't see her anymore since I've been kidnapped. But I didn't care about anything right now, only my family. but they were gone... I still couldn't believe it. 'I guess you still want some time alone?' I nodded, I just couldn't talk right now... as Harry left, I fell asleep.
I woke up by the sound of footsteps comming closer. my door opened and Harry walked in. 'Get ready love, I want to show you something.' I turned around, facing the wall. 'Please love, it is very important for me.' I groaned and stood up. I felt like shit. I did my hair in a simple bun and wore a hoodie which was like 3 sizes bigger than it had to be and sweatpants, combined with a pair of uggs.
i didn't want to go outside but clearly I had to. as we waled to the car, I remembered my day with 1D, it was beautiful. but also the last day I ever saw my dad... another tear came down my cheek, damn it. I haven't said a single word to harry since I read the messages. we drove to a place which was literaly in the middle of nowhere.he parked in some kind of woods and we walked further. we ended up by a place somewhere deep in the woods, it was abandoned. I cold only see a fallen tree trunk. so apparently this was the place he wanted to show me. we sat down on the trunk. we had a view of the trees. 'You're probably asking why I took you here.' I nodded. 'Well, this was the place where I lost my family too...' he said. what? he also had no family anymore?!
(A/N: sorry for the short chapter, I'm really busy though. please leave comments! love you all and thanks for all the comments you have left. I'll update again by tomorrow I guess. love you!)