My new bed was comfortable but not as much as my old one,but either ways,I didn't want to leave the bed,I was too scared to face my dad,he didn't spoke to me since what happened,what a great morning this will be.
He didn't treat me this way before, well he's never been there to even treat me in anyway, the last time I saw him was like I dunno,, 13 years ago. He left us, me and my mom, and moved to the USA , alone.
It was hot, really hot, well of course it is, we're in middle of august...
I left bed, and headed downstairs. He was sitting on the coach drinking at 6AM , not surprising, he was upset as hell. I was too scared to go downstairs after seeing that bottle of liquor by his side. But I didn't want to stay there for the rest of my life.
I went to the kitchen like a thief, I had to eat, it's been like two days since I last put something in my mouth.
But out of nowhere , My dad showed up with his half-opened eyes, he was so drunk, and he stared at me for a moment, my rushing heart beat can be heard in the room. he was so freaking wasted, he could fall any moment, and I was hoping that to be honest. He took a second to stare again, he mumbled something I couldn't understand, and he suddenly lifted his hand, and slapped me really hard, a slap I couldn't handle that made me fall on the ground, The tears started streaming down my cheeks by them own. "You're a fucking stubborn slut, just like your mother" .He said before leaving the house, and crashing the door behind him.
I just sat there, on the floor, shocked from what just happened, from what I just heard and saw. What my mother has to do with me? And I'm nothing like her, and would never be. I didn't know what did I do to deserve this . Why my life is that miserable?
I was so hurt,I couldn't feel my face, nor my body, I felt so tired, and broke.
I ran out of the house the moment he left.
I was walking without knowing where to go,and looking at the ground,scared,all I noticed around me was the strangers giving me a hard look,it's like I'm a murderer or something,and I didn't know why.
but at the end, I realised I was lost.
...Usually if someone is lost all what will think about,and being scared of,is being raped or murdered by criminals,or kidnaped...But all I was scared of is my dad finding me,I didn't want him to find me,I just wanted to disappear and live a lonely life where no one can make it miserable... though my dream didn't last longer as my father found me sitting at a corner next to a hair style saloon, He was giving me that "I'm gonna kill you" look, tears started to drown making falls...But sudenly he just hugged me,Yes,he hugged me...I was shocked , why would he ... HUG ME?? .. Is he still drunk? Is that a miracle? Does he want me to do something for him?
he looked in my eyes, but the most shocking thing was that he still had the "I'm gonna kill you" look on his face...I know , It is something confusing...I began to look around me, until I saw this cop who was watching us, and then I knew why he did that.I sighed.
It was an awfull,and painful day, I did get another slap when we got home, and this time, it was more painful . and I really was sick of how my own father treated me this way,I was tired of my life...
~2 monthes later~
Back to the borring school life, getting up in the very first hours of the morning,and out of the warm,comfy bed,just to go and meet some idiots that hate you,and their own selves.
Sunny day it is.I have a feeling that this day's going to be horrible,I mean who even love school?! It's my senior year and I'm loving this fact.
As I'm in college next year,I'm going to the LA institue of act,being an actor is my goal.But,I'm not going alone!I need a girl to go with me.Yes,a girl.
I don't have a mother nor a father,he's in jail...long story...So,I live in a room above of my aunt's caffé.I have a regular life.But,I have a friend in LA that helps me.He thinks I have a sweet,adorable innocent girlfriend,that don't even exist.He's the one who'll help me get in the LA IOA (a/n:it's something I made up,it don't exist). But his only condition was that I bring this 'sugar girl' with me.And that's what I'm going to search about this year,I'm gonna find this misterious cute girl,that is my gold card to fame.
The school looks the same,even more horrible.The boys got older,only by shape,and all the girls got sluttier,or dorkier.This is going to be hard.
Classes are boring,as usual,teachers greeting us,with disgust,knowing that they'll be stuck another year in this hell.
Time passes,and lunch time is up.Food sucks,as usual,nothing new,except,new students.
I saw her,all inocent,shy,and scared,sitting alone,right infront of me. She's so beautiful, she has a round face that makes it look small, and a small button nose, and arched eyebrows above her brown eyes, she's fair clear skin. And black soft curls were spread all over her shoulders. She was simply breath taken. My golden card is right in front of my eyes!
It's the first day of school, and I'm so ... scared? well isn't that what everyone feels in the first day of school? everyone is staring at me, hell!! run Christina! ... okay that sounded stupid. I have to just breath, in and out, in and out, in an- okay it's not working, keep walking, don't look up.
"Watch it!" a guy I just bumped into him yelled.
"sorry" I mumbled before rushing to my locker.
I didn't feel any difficulty finding my locker and classroom and stuff because I already saw the school before with my father,ouch what a day...
My teachers were nice to me,and they tried to help me having some friends by telling other students to show me the school and stay with me on the recess...But that didn't work,no one even cared about my existence.
I was sitting alone in the playground,everyone was passing in front of me without even looking...All of sudden,a cute blond boy,setteled down next to me...
"why are you sitting alone beautiful?" he said with a soft voice.
I looked at him clinked,and said " we'll I'm new here and I kinda have no friends,yet , so "
He was shocked to hear these words coming out of my mouth,and I was shocked to see him shock...
"it's anacceptable,from now on I'm your friend,in fact,I'm your best friend" he said with a big smile on his face.
Wow,I didn't expect that. A bit creepy, but making a new friend won't hurt.
"okay then,it's nice to meet you...um what's your name?"
"Alex, it's Alex, you can call me al, and what's yours?"
"nice name u have al" I said, " mine is Christina, and call me whatever you want"
yeah,call me whatever, ugly, fat, cat.. cat? what the...
"Oooh I like that,hmm,what should I call you?...YES! I'll call you chrissy! u like it?" said alex with a smiley face.
chrissy...nice,I like it.
"Sounds good!,you're a really nice person,u know that al?"I said,I mean it.
"Meh yeah,most of people tell me that,and you're too chrissy!" he said.
Well he seems nice,I'm sure he's friend with everyone here.
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