Elysa: "Maybe it meant more to me then it meant to you,
Maybe I really meant all the words i said,
But it doesn't really matter today, does it?
You moved on and I don't blame you.
I just hope that sometimes at night you think about me, about our long conversations, our texts, our late night skypes and all the time we spent together.
I hope you regret nothing, all I'm asking is that you just keep the memories we shared and stop pretending like it never happened."
Those were her last words. She was standing in front of me, tears were streaming down her face. I wanted to hold her in my arms, I wanted to tell her she was wrong. I wanted to tell her...how much I loved her. As I opened my mouth I saw her jump into the cold water. I was standing on the port watching her drown. God was I stupid.. I finally jumped. I could barely see, but I kept on looking. I finally managed to find her wrist, I pulled it. As soon as we were on the ground I dialed 991. I couldn't handle it anymore i broke down. Was she going to be ok? I tried CPR and she was now breathing but I knew she wasn't conscious. Ten minutes later the paramedics arrived.
This was all my fault. And now i was gonna get her in trouble. I managed to make them call my brother. He was the only person I trusted after her and he was also the only person who could comfort me right now.