After the argument outside the studio me and Niall decided that we could still be friends. That was a few weeks ago though. Now I'm still staying with Niall and I have gotten extremely close to Zayn's girlfriend, Perrie. She's has a girly and Tom boyish clash to her it's really cool. She's even helping me with a song I'm writing.
Now me, Niall, Perrie, Debii, and the rest of the lads were spread out all over the den talking about everything and nothing. Debii was sitting on Niall's lap, and Zayn was laying across Perrie as she messed with his hair, I was sitting on the floor between Liam's legs (we've also gotten close), and Harry was sitting criss cross Apple sauce next to Louis who was laying on the coffee table.
"We are a pretty weird bunch huh?" I closed my eyes and leaned back on Liam. Niall stared hard in my direction. I could feel his hard gaze.
"I guess we are" he said stiffly.
I opened my eyes and chuckled. "I remember Jason said that to me when I turned thirteen." I looked at the carpet. "He got me a shirt that matched his and they both said Weirdo on the front. Then I asked 'I guess we are weird?' Then he said 'I guess we are' and we hugged" My voice cracked. A tear escaped my eye as I remembered how he held.
"Well was your brother hot?" Debii asked
Everybody except Niall stared at her in disbelief, niall on the other hand chuckled.
Debii was the only one who didn't know that my dad hit me and raped me. I clenched my teeth.
"Does it matter?" I asked irritated. Liam rubbed my sides to calm me down. Niall looked pissed.
"Calm down it was only a question Gracie" he said Jason's nickname for me. I turned red and tears stung at the back of my eyes. He knew not to call me that.
I stormed out of the den and into the living room where I collapsed on the couch sobbing. I heard footsteps.
"Go away" I cried
"Grace I'm sorry" I heard Niall's voice
"Will you quit it with the fucking sorries already!!" I yelled "That is all you do. Screw up. Apologize. Screw up. Apologize. And it just keeps going Niall. You knew not to call me that so why the hell would you call me that huh?" I shoved his chest.
"I just got..." He didn't finish.
"Jealous of Liam right? Well news flash we are just friends Liam and I don't feel that way about each other Niall and what you did really hurt me a lot" I said starting to cry again. He wiped my tears with his thumb and pulled me into a hug.
"I really am sorry. I never want to hurt you again. I'm sorry" he pleaded. I hugged him back
"I forgive you but I need someone to talk to" I said going to my room "Tell Perrie to meet me in my room"
He nodded and went to get her.
I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. Perrie ran into me.
"Oh Niall hey" she said awkwardly.
"Perrie I need a favor" I said
"Niall I don't know" she said
"Look I know I hurt her and I apologized but I dug a deeper hole than sorry could fill" I explained.
"Fine" she sighed " What do you need bud?"
"Grace 's birthday is soon and I want to do something for her" I said. "Okay so here's the plan...."