I like him. I really do, but he doesn't like me. Or at least I can't imagine him thinking of me as anything, but a sister or a friend. Yeah, I've friend zoned people before, but it the first time I'm the one being friend zoned.
That's one of the reasons I cut. I don't cut my wrists though. The last thing I need is sympathy from others. Especially from Mike. He would never leave it if he found out I cut. I just know that he wouldn't.
So I cut my thighs and my stomach. I only have one big cut on my stomach that I've told everyone it is from an accident I was in when I was fifteen. Before me and Michael became best friends.
I'm at Mike's house and he has his friends over. They're starting a band together and they're having a meeting. I'm glad they are 'cause that made it easier for me to sneak out to the bathroom.
I walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I sat against the wall pulling up the knee length tights I am wearing. I found the razor that I hid behind the toilet a couple a months ago. I cut my thigh three times before the door opened.
"Why, Bree? Why are you doing this to yourself?"
He asked in shock.
"I-I just c-can." I stuttered.
"That's not a good enough reason." He said as he took a couple of steps towards me.
"Because you don't like me." I mumbled, not expecting him to hear it.
"Okay, so I don't like you, but..."
"So you admit it?" I cut him of.
"I don't like you, because I love you." He exclaimed, causing you to drop the blade into the little puddle of your blood.
"Yes, I just didn't know this would happen not telling you before."
"I'm sorry, I-" I took a deep breath and fought hard not to cry.
"It's not your fault I'm stupid."
"You're not stupid, just unsure. That's all." He said as he took a piece of wet paper to dry the blood off of my thigh and the floor.
He helped me up and we went back out to the other guys holding hands.
"It was about time you made a move on her." Ashton said as Luke and Calum nodded in agreement.
I looked up at Mike and just then he bent down and kissed me.
I hope you liked it Bree <3 I don't know if it's what you wanted, but I hope it's okay.