I sat up quickly in bed ,panting and drenched in sweat.I looked around making sure I was awake"it was just a dream, it was just a dream" I repeated to myself like a broken record.I turned to my clock which showed 6:00 am , guess I'm not going back to sleep now. I got out of my white bed sheets and made my way to the kitchen where I grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge to cool me down .
The sun was beginning to come up , I had 3 hours till school started so I just sat at the small island in the middle of the kitchen trying to take my mind of the dream. I've had the same dream every week since I was 10, it's more like my brain punishing me for what I did , I wanted to forget it but I knew I was going to have to live with it forever.I ate a bowl of cereal then went for a shower , by now it was 7:00 am. I got dressed in my black ripped skinny jeans and a white vest top,I styled my dirty blonde hair into a messy ponytail and applied mascara, foundation, eyeliner and some lip balm.
I spent another hour and 15 minutes wondering random thoughts as I sat on the window seal and gazed outside. I live in a okay area but to get to school I have a troubled part where it's notorious for gun fights, drugs and other shit but I'm normally home before anything starts so I'm fine.I'm 17 so I still have a while before I don't have to go to hell's reincarnation on earth anymore(school).
It's now 8:15 ,so I might as well go , I grabbed my flat keys and my black leather jacket while I put on my black ankle heeled boots. It was quiet outside apart from some shouting, loud music and cars , if u count that all out it was pretty quiet.
When I arrived at school I put my hood up as I can already expect the usual staring and bitching behind my back , I never really understood why people hated me so much , was it because I was from England and moved here to America without saying why I moved ? I don't get it. But I don't want friends , you just get hurt and it never works out.I preferred my own company, it's how I like it.
As opened my locker I got shoved causing me to drop my books on the floor and everyone laugh.As I was collecting my books one of them got kicked to the side.
"Someone having trouble there?" Joked Sarah ,she always terrorised me , she takes pleasure in people's pain.
"It's always a joy to hear the sound of your delightful voice in th morning" I sarcastically stated as I stood up. She was wearing her normal really short mini skirt and crop top which was more like a bra really, her dyed blonde hair was straight and she had so much makeup on, it looked like she had been kidnapped by a bunch of colour in pens and just coloured her face in.
"I'm surprised your still her , it's not like anyone wants you here .your mother didn't want you" everyone cheered and laughed
"You better watch what your saying you bitch" i always get angry when people try to bring my family in, what annoyed me the most was that the didn't even know them.
"Annie Creascent! Headmaster office now!" Screeched Mrs Winter. I let out a big sigh full of anger before shoving passed everyone to go to where I was sent. Sarah always seemed to time when I was about to burst at the time a teacher would arrive. It made me so angry to think that she could get away with making people's lives hell.
I took a seat outside the heads office and waited , I wasn't a very patient person to be honest, so it wasn't helping that he was taking his time. " Annie crescent your making a habit of being in trouble" a stern voice from my left said . I stood up and pushed passed into his office without a word. I wonder what kind of punishment I might get. And anyway it wasn't a habit I had only been here 3 times before .