When we got to my apartment things hadn’t changed at all. I was still feeling on top of the world and somehow with Liam by my side it made it better and worse at the same time. Liam did that thing to me, where I get all confused and don’t wanna be myself. He makes me want to just be the person I was when I was with Harry but it was over. I wasn’t going to be that person anymore. At least I was going to try and having good day really helped me.
“So are you ever going to tell me what you’ve taken?”
“I haven’t taken anything Liam. As I told you outside of my college, I just have good days sometimes and it makes me a better person when I haven’t. Not everything is about the dark even though it feels better to be in it. I don’t need it all the time.”
“Don’t ask me because I don’t know. That’s just how it is to be like this.”
“I have a hard time figuring you out.”
“You don’t have to figure me out.”
“But I have to Kerry. I can’t protect you if I don’t understand you.”
“I’m not a person to understand so stop trying and start living instead.”
“I can’t live okay? I lost my best friend to drugs and I’m about to lose the girl he died loving that I might slightly have been watching for about 6 months and wanted to get to know for eternity. There’s something different about you. It’s like you’ll never stop loving someone when you’ve first started and I love that about you. I want you. I wanted you for all this time. It’s like I’ve met you before in another world and I don’t know how to handle not being with you and seeing Harry with you made me want to rip his heart out.”
“I think you should stop watching all those series. It makes you believe in the weirdest stuff I’ve ever heard of.”
“But it’s true! I want to be with you Kerry. That’s why I kissed you that night. That’s why I’m sticking around when there’s no need for me to do so.”
“You said Harry asked you to stay here!”
“I promised him to protect you, that doesn’t always require me being here.”
“So you’re leaving?”
“I can’t leave. That’s what I told you. I can’t leave this town because I feel so attracted to you. Like I’ve known you before.”
He moved closer to me word by word and finally kissed my passionately. I knew he was right. It wasn’t the same as with Harry. Liam was actually there for me. Like he needed to be there for me. I’d never seen him leave and I don’t think he ever would leave. At least not for as long as I was staying here.
He moved me around the apartment and seduced me to go all the way with him. He stripped my close of me in my own apartment like he owned me and owned the place. It was strange and I didn’t quite understand it.
His skin against my skin was the most amazing thing I had ever felt. It was so right and somehow he gave me the same feeling he had just talked about. It was like we had known each other before and it was just incredible. There was so much passion in the movements we could do here. I was lying naked with him on the sofa, still just making out and touching each other at places no one but Harry had ever touched.
It was passionate and I loved feeling his body against mine. I never wanted this moment to stop because it was the only thing that really mattered right now. I started moaning against his skin as he touched me and I was just waiting for my orgasm to come.
“Do you want to?”
He asked me before he did anything more and that’s kinda what I liked about him. He was caring and he wanted to make sure nothing was bothering me.
“Just get going already.”
I breathed out the words and he entered me before I could barely take another breath.
The moment felt good but that’s when I heard the door open and my parents whom I hadn’t seen for about 7 months entered the house.
“Hell no! Not on my sofa.”
I bit my lip as Liam jumped of me and covered both of us up.
“You must be Mr. and Mrs. Tollis.”
Liam tried to save it all but it didn’t happen and I just kept lying there on the sofa until my mum came and dragged me up. She had a tight grip on my arm and I hated her for what she was doing to me right now.
“You’re hurting me!”
“You’re acting like a slut!”
“He’s my boyfriend, what did you expect would happen when you leave me alone at a house! I thought you didn’t care at all!”
The fight went on in forever until my mum slapped me across the face and I took my hand to my cheek and went out without even saying anything. I was speechless and I just wanted to get out of here as fast as I could. Liam was right behind me wearing his boxers and jeans when he entered my bedroom. He passed me my clothes but I didn’t put it on straight away.
“What are you doing?”
“I need to get out of here.”
“But you have no place to go.”
“Well I was thinking I could stay with you for a bit, as you’re here to protect me.”
“Kerry tell me what happened.”
“She slapped me okay? She slapped me across the face and caused at me and yelled at me to get lost because I wasn’t the child she wished I was. That’s what happened.”
I broke down crying. Why did I even care about what my own mum thought of me when she had never cared about me? I didn’t understand it but I guess it was because she was my mother by blood but somehow she would just never be my mummy or whatever she wanted to be in the very beginning before they left.
“It’s gonna be alright. Pack your bags. We’re going back to my place.”
“Do you even have a place in this crappy town?”
“I live a little away, but it’s nothing. We can be there in about an hour or so.”
“It’s out of town?”
“Yeah but it’s not far. I promise.”
“Give me 10.”
He stroke my arm and smiled at me as he helped me place my clothes in different bags. I went to get dressed as he kept packing before I ran out into the bathroom and took my stuff from out there, then went to the kitchen to get some stuff from there before I returned to my bedroom and got the last of my stuff.