5. What The Hell.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" Malia pushed me off of her in anger. "I-I-I thought you wanted me to do it." I said more like a question. I honestly don't know why I did that I mean I thought she liked me at least a little. Yeah I know we just met each other but from the moment I layed eyes on her I vowed to myself that I was going to do everything in my power to make her mine. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN, JUST BECAUSE WE DANCED TOGETHER FOR 5 MINUTES LITERALLY 5 MINUTES DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO KISS ME". Malia shouted causing her friends to come over towards us. I don't get why she's causing such a scene if she didn't wanna hook up then she shouldn't have danced with me. "Malia chill you act like you've never hooked up with someone as hot as him before" Lena said. "I know, i'm sorry I don't know what's gotten into me tonight maybe to much to drink" Malia said before running off. I would have ran after her but I didn't want to make her more upset so I said bye to her friends when I got to Bridgette she slid a little note into my pocket , as she walked away she smirked and winked at me. I didn't know what to think so I just decided to leave with the other boys.
After Justin kissed me I didn't know what to do. The way I reacted scared me, I wanted him to kiss me I really did but once he did it made me feel weird like nothing I've never felt before and I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing. I'm pretty sure I pushed him completely away though, I mean the way I reacted was so stupid I cant believe I ran away I've never done that in my life. I just hope I run into him one day so I can apologize, I feel so bad he didn't do anything wrong I mean I hook up with guys a lot and I've never felt anything so weird. As soon as I ran off towards the pier I saw Justin getting ready to leave. I couldn't really see because I was so far away from the party but from what I could tell it looked like he might of already found someone new. Which i also don't know if it was a good or a bad thing. but I guess I don't really have a choice anymore sense I basically just screamed in his face telling him I dont like him. Gosh why do I have to be so stupid.