Hi, my names Lydia. I'm not very exciting. I'd call myself your basic girl. There's one thing that makes me different. It's not a good thing, it's bad really. I just want some way of relief from everything I go through. No one can know about it though, they will never look at me the same. It will be are little secret okay?

What will happen when Lydia finds out she has to go to a different school? She will have to continue to hide her secret that shes ashamed of, but will she meet someone who will only make it worse, or be the one one to help her stop?


8. goodbye memories

I'm so sorry for not updating... I've been really busy... This is going to be a short chapter... Here's chapter 5

Chapter 5

"Um I'm moving" I said while looking down at my food" When I looked up all I saw were shocked faces... Finally Angie spoke up. "W-what do you mean y-your moving" "you c-can't move" Sophia said as she stuttered". "My mom got relocated to Doncaster" I replied. "When are you going" Sophia asked looking as if she was about to cry... again. "Friday but don't worry you guys can come visit when ever you can".

The rest of the day went by slow... boring.. And depressing.

**skipping to Friday morning**

*beep beep* ugh I hate mornings * "Lydia get ready we are leaving in 30 minutes" My mom yelled from downstairs. "Okay" I yell back down. As I get out of bed I reach for my glasses and drag myself to the bathroom. I took a shower last night so I don't think I'm going to take one this morning... I'm just to tierd.

After brushing my teeth, and combing my hair I walk out of the bathroom. I went to my closet and pulled out a long sleeved black shirt and floral leggings. Might as well be comfortable if going to be driving for four hours. I live my hair down and push it back with a studded black headband. Once I do my makeup and grab my last bags I head downstairs. I take my time on the way down savoring my last moments in this house.

I lived here ever since I was three and there are so many memories. Like the time Sophia and Angie and I were laughing so hard, Angie fell down the steps still laughing. Or the time all three of us stayed up watching scary movies all night. Then we all had to walk Sophia to the bathroom because she was so scared. There was also the time when my family was still together (there divorced since Lydia was five) and we watched a marathon of Disney movies. My favorite was always Nemo, but my mom liked Monsters inc, and my dad liked Hercules. But there are also the bad memories such as when I had to watch my dad take all of his stuff out of the house pushing past my mom to leave. Or the time when I started cutting.

Good or bad memories they were still memories that I will cherish forever.

I was taking out of my thoughts when I hear a knock at the door. I looked through to see Angie and Sophia. "Hey guys I say opening the door. "Hi Lyd" Sophia said back" "I can't believe your leaving" Angie said "I'm going to miss you so much" I said pulling then both into a hug. At this point we were all crying. "I guess this is goodbye then" Angie said between sobs. "Just for now" I said trying to be strong.

"Just for now"

**Authors note**

Im going on a road trip today... Probably will be bored as hell.. Haha... So I will post another chapter in a little bit.

Thanks guys for reading and I'm really sorry about being a slow poster.

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