22. Letter to Niall
I felt bad about not saying what i felt in the letter. So i decided to write a new letter to him. One were i said my feelings.
I felt bad about not telling you how i felt in the other letter. I was just so scared to write it down because i didn't know how the boys would feel about it. Any way before i get off topic I have been in love with you from the day we meet. I loved the look in your eyes when you got excited about something to your hair and your smile to the way you knew how to make everything worth while. I guess what i'm trying to say is that i fell in love with your personality and not really what you looked like. I didn't care that you were hot or that you were famouse. I cared that you talked to me and treated me like a real person.
You were the only one that took the time to get to know me. I just wished that all those times that we were together i had told you. I don't really get why it's so hard to tell you what i want to say on paper. It was just as hard to tell you this in person. I guess i just wish that i could have told you this to your face and when the time was right. Sadly i'm a little late their since your gone. I'm just gonna end the letter on this note i guess. I don't like you like a brother, friend, or any thing els you might say. I love you! Not for your looks or your charms.
No i love you becuase your not afaride to show the world who Niall Horan really is. I would look at you so many times and think to my self. Why can't i be like him. I used to think that nothing could scare you. It seemed to me that you always knew just what to say and do. I had to find out the hard way that it was not true. i found that out the day we meet again and i found out that louis was being stalked by a killer. I was expecting you to be all calm like you always were and figure away to get out of this problem. Yet every day I saw you trying to figure out how to help louis. You seemed to get even more scared and worried each time. Look were that got us. Your dead and were all crying over you. I still wish that i could have seen your bright blue eyes and hear your up beat laugh one last time before you left us for ever.
I love you
I closed up the letter and brought it to his grave were i sat down and read the letter. I spent the whole day pouring my heart and soul to him. Before i left i said, "I'll miss you."