One month later
I looked at the pregnancy test in my hands. I can’t believe it. I’m pregnant. I’m pregnant with Justin Drew Biebers and my first baby… When we got back from vacation I was miserable. A few weeks after I was late on my period so my friends bought me a pregnancy test and forced me to do it. And here I was sitting with tears in my eyes from both happiness and sadness. Happiness, because I’m getting a baby with the love of my life. And sadness because the baby’s daddy and I aren’t together anymore. I always thought Justin and I did everything with protection, but I guess not… What do I do now? I walked into the living room where my friends are waiting.
Kylie: And? What does it say?
I began to cry more and sat down. I showed them the test.
Jennifer: Well congratulations I guess…
Nikki: What am I going to do now guys? I need to tell Justin, but how? What if I can’t reach him and our baby has to grow up without his daddy? Justin needs to know. I love him and I know he always wanted to have a baby. But how do I contact him for heaven’s sake? What if he thinks I’m lying? There will be another Mariah Yeater story, but this time with Nikki Sanders and a baby that’s actually Justin’s.
Kylie: Calm down. It’s going to be fine. Didn’t you listen to his new song Heartbreaker?
Nikki: No I haven’t listened to his music since Italy. I can’t handle it.
Kylie: We’re going to listen to it right now. Because we think it is about you Nikki.
Kylie put on Heartbreaker and we carefully listened to the lyrics.
Jennifer: We think that everyone is thinking Heartbreaker is about Selena Gomez, but in fact it is about you. So how about we go to the US, find Justin and tell him. Or we will just send him millions of tweets and stuff like that. When you want the baby to have its daddy, you should get Justin’s attention.
And then I remembered something.
Nikki: Wait a second. I still have his phone number. Why didn’t I think about that earlier?
I grabbed my iPhone and dialed his number. The girls told me to put it on speaker.
Nikki: Hi J-Justin.
Justin: Nikki is that you?
I can’t believe he recognized my voice.
Nikki: Yes Justin, it’s Nikki. Well, I still had your number and I’d like to meet up. It’s important.
Justin: I’m sorry Nikki, why do you want to meet up? I mean you were the one that said you wanted me to live my dream to the fullest and that you thought we didn’t have a future together.
Nikki: I know Justin. But I really need to see you. As I already said it’s important.
Justin: Why? What is so important?
Nikki: I’d rather tell you in person. Please come to my house. I know you have to come all the way to the Netherlands but I wouldn’t ask you this if it wasn’t important.
Justin: Okay fine. I’ll call Scooter to get my jet ready. I’ll be there as fast as I can. Text the address. Bye.
Nikki: Thank you. Bye Justin.
When he hung up I started to cry again. I miss and love him so much. I texted him my address.
Kylie: Do you want us to be here when you tell him?
Nikki: No I can do this on my own. I’ll just call you after I told him.
I just stared at my phone. She wants to see me. I missed her so much and I have looked everywhere for her, but I just couldn’t find her. What does she want to tell me? Does she want to tell me that she loves me as much as I love her? I called Scooter to get my jet ready, packed my suitcase and an hour later I was on my way to Nikki. I’m pretty excited about seeing her again. The songs on my new album Journals. When I got back from Italy I couldn’t get her out of my mind. I just hope she heard Heartbreaker and realized it was about her. When the jet landed I grabbed my suitcase and ran towards my cab. I am so excited and nervous. I’ll see her in half an hour…