1. How it all began
'Great day on set! you were on roll! Don't you think the fans will love it?' Lindsey said enthusiastic when we came back in my dressing room.
'mhh.. I guess so..' I answered while being with my mind somewhere else. 'What's wrong?' Lindsey asked worried. I woke up out of my thoughts and yelled 'I cant do this anymore Lindsey!'
'Guys today we have a new member of the show who we haven't seen for a long time. LINDSEY SHAW' Marlene King (producer of the show) said to us. Hey! Hi! how are you doing? Great to have you back! all kinds of things I heard around me but I wasn't really paying attention to any of it. Today stay started out like normal. but just now I have one big problem on my mind. and I can't let go of it. Why did this had to happen to me? why? I walked to the stairs and sat down. I have to play a scene in half an hour so it doesn't make sense to go to my dressing room. After a few minutes someone set down next to me. I woke up out of my thought. It was Lindsey. 'Hey, good to have you back!' I said while trying to smile and being a little bit enthusiastic. 'Thanks' Lindsey said 'is everything okay? you don't look like you are happy.' 'I'm okay.' I said and trying my best to get a little smile on my face. 'Okay I trust you, you know we have our first scene together in half an hour right? it's going to be intense.'