To be forgotten

You can take away my family, you can take away all my stuff and you can take away my hope. I've still given up and I want to just fall away in oblivion.


11. Boyfriend...

I was proud of myself. I wasn't unable to walk on the treadmill for a long time, but I could for a while. My personal trainer was Liam and he seemed to be good at what he did. 
"You have to push yourself." he said happily. "It's about testing the limits." 
I smiled at him. 
"But I've been in bed for two years?" 
He laughed. 
"I know, Matt told me about it, but you are young and you are going to cope with much more."


When I got back to the room I showered and I put on my clean clothes. I felt proud that I managed more and in the mirror I didn't see a skinny girl anymore. Okay, I wasn't fat, but I wasn't disgusting narrow. Niall came up behind me and I was surprised when he stood next to my back and held my waist with his hands.
"You're beautiful." he whispered and smiled. I blushed and lowered my eyes. 
"I'm not beautiful." I whispered. "I'm still skinny and ..." 
Niall spun me around and he took me into his arms. He looked straight into my eyes and smiled a little bit. 
"Well, you're as perfect as a person can be." 
I felt how he came to my lips and he kissed me. I hardly remembered how to do it and I felt him gently tested me. I felt how he took his arms around my body. I groaned and took my arms around his neck. I felt his tongue slide in between my lips and I felt how it tickled all over my body.


Niall ended the kiss and he smiled with his whole face. 
"I've wanted to kiss you so long." 
I was shaking all over and I swallowed. I had no idea what I would do and I wasn't sure how to be against a guy. It was long since I had had a boyfriend and I was still a virgin. 
"You mean that?" 
Niall laughed and nodded. I saw that he was happy and he kissed me again. This time he dared, and this time the kiss was more intense. I couldn't get enough of him and I loved the feelings that slipped through my body. Niall groaned lightly against my lips and I felt how he unbuckled the whole body. He backed me against the wall and I felt him lightly pressed himself against me. It was as if we couldn't stop and I wondered silently if I wanted to continue. Yet it was so wonderful and I felt how he affected me all the way to my soul.


Niall held my hand and he sat next to me in bed. We sat and looked at the television, but I was more interested in him. I blushed every time he looked at me and Niall were amused. 
"From now on, I'm yours." he whispered and took his arm around my shoulders. "You know what I mean?" 
I smiled and nodded. I blushed and I couldn't help but laugh a little, 
"I'm your girlfriend?" 
He laughed and I saw that he, too, blushed slightly. 
"It was a long time ago I was with someone." 
I loved it. 
"Me too!"
Niall laughed lightly and he kissed me quickly on the lips. 
"Then we are beginners both?" 
I nodded with satisfaction and let my eyes drift back toward the television. I was the luckiest girl in the world and I couldn't understand that he wanted me.


The following day was a struggle. Liam tried to force me to fight and I felt that my whole body started to give up. I had pain all over and I felt I couldn't handle it anymore. Eventually went Liam away and he picked up Matt, so he came down to the gym. 

"You need to look at her." 
Matt nodded and looked at my tired body. 
"She can't fight more?" 
Liam shook his head. 
"She's sore and her whole body seems to say no." 
Matt took out the wheelchair and he let me sit down. I was relieved when he drove me back to the room. I showered quickly and then crept into bed. I was in pain and I couldn't get free from the pain. In the end they gave me something that meant I could relax. I became dizzy and eventually fell asleep.


I woke with a start. It was dark in the room and I noticed that Niall wasn't there. I saw that they had brought in more equipment and I understood that Matt had examined me. I swallowed and felt that it still hurt. Still, it felt a little lighter in body. I tried to lie still and I tried to breathe heavily. I didn't feel panicked again.


In the morning, Matt came into the room and he looked at me closely. He went through almost my whole body, and he listened to my heart. 
"We found nothing that was wrong, but I think we have to take it easier." he said. I was relieved. 
"A lot has happened?" 
Matt laughed a little bit and nodded. 
"You have reached the half way and soon you will be on your feet again. You'll just rest a little more. We put high demands on you."
I laughed lightly. 
"I just don't want to feel pain again. It hurt yesterday in the whole body." 
Matt nodded. 
"Lie and rest, soon it will pass."

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