I'm Still Here.
My mom is here, she's awake. She's crying... I'm awake I see her through my eyelashes.
Some one make it stop.
I can't do this any more I don't want to fight for my life. I give up I'm giving in these monsters have won.
The tubes not in my throat. I can breathe on my own.
Mom. I say looking at her.
I take a big breathe.
This is my breaking point.
Mom I say.
Yes she says wiping her tears.
I choke up.
Mom I don't want to live anymore
I cry to her.
She starts to cry. Mom I'm sorry I just can't just look at me I'm a mess.
I can't breathe. I'm losing my breathe. I'm beginning to feel light headed. The monitors go off like sirens. I'm blank....
I'm awake. My mom is gone I hear music.
GreenDay! I turn to my side to see Michael.
Michael! I say my voice a little dry and raspy.
Hey bro you look dead. He says laughing and making his way to the chair.
To early man I say looking at his wrist. There still there.
Hey mike when am I getting out of here? I say
Well I'm not sure the doctors were pretty worried you weren't going to wake up. Your mom has been here the whole time. I told her to leave and get some rest so now I'm here. He says with a smile.
Wait how long have I've been passed out for? I say with panic.
A month... He says scratching his head. Harry I've left him alone.
Hey Michael what's that an your arm? I said it I can't take it back now.
His face looks scared and panicked.
Um oh! You mean my new tattoo? He says pointing at the plastic I didn't even notice.
Yeah it's a matching tattoo with my girlfriend. He says. Wait he just said girlfriend.
Wait you have a girl in your life?? I say with a smile.
Yeah her names kimberly, chill girl he smiles
Dude that's cool. I say.
Must be nice to be loved by some one else.
I'm so lame.
I don't even have. Girlfriend.....