Writing To My Own Death (Ashton Irwin)

A boy named ashton Irwin struggles with normal life issues and goes through depression. He can't handle the worlds problems. *May Be Triggering* please read at your risk.


8. Chapter 8

I'm Still Here.

My mom is here, she's awake. She's crying... I'm awake I see her through my eyelashes.


Some one make it stop.

I can't do this any more I don't want to fight for my life. I give up I'm giving in these monsters have won.

The tubes not in my throat. I can breathe on my own.

Mom. I say looking at her.

I take a big breathe.

This is my breaking point.

Mom I say.

Yes she says wiping her tears.

I choke up.

Mom I don't want to live anymore

I cry to her.

She starts to cry. Mom I'm sorry I just can't just look at me I'm a mess.

I can't breathe. I'm losing my breathe. I'm beginning to feel light headed. The monitors go off like sirens. I'm blank....

***Part 1***

I'm awake. My mom is gone I hear music.

GreenDay! I turn to my side to see Michael.

Michael! I say my voice a little dry and raspy.

Hey bro you look dead. He says laughing and making his way to the chair.

To early man I say looking at his wrist. There still there.

Hey mike when am I getting out of here? I say

Well I'm not sure the doctors were pretty worried you weren't going to wake up. Your mom has been here the whole time. I told her to leave and get some rest so now I'm here. He says with a smile.

Wait how long have I've been passed out for? I say with panic.

A month... He says scratching his head. Harry I've left him alone.

Hey Michael what's that an your arm? I said it I can't take it back now.

His face looks scared and panicked.

Um oh! You mean my new tattoo? He says pointing at the plastic I didn't even notice.

Yeah it's a matching tattoo with my girlfriend. He says. Wait he just said girlfriend.

Wait you have a girl in your life?? I say with a smile.

Yeah her names kimberly, chill girl he smiles

Dude that's cool. I say.

Must be nice to be loved by some one else.

I'm so lame.

I don't even have. Girlfriend.....

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