Writing To My Own Death (Ashton Irwin)

A boy named ashton Irwin struggles with normal life issues and goes through depression. He can't handle the worlds problems. *May Be Triggering* please read at your risk.


4. Chapter 4

Just another night alone...

I'm alone once again. When am I ever not alone? My room is drowning in silence, I feel dead. I know I should stop but I can't. At least do it for Harry. But I can't.

The words haunt me

:stupid /fat/ugly/worthless:

:stupid /fat/ugly/worthless:

:stupid /fat/ugly/worthless:

I have no more room on my arms........ Sad.

I NEED to stop. But I don't I love the pain. It brings me joy to feel what I've become so numb to. I'm hurt. I'm bruised. I'm broken.

I feel like crap. I disappointed my brother. I hurt him. I don't want to hurt anyone. No one I love.

I have to find a new escape I have to stop doing this.

I still have my thighs left......

I shouldn't do it though

:stupid /fat/ugly/worthless:

:stupid /fat/ugly/worthless:

Maybe just two more relapse.

I'm such a messed up teen. But I guess it was a better day. I made a friend. His names Michael. He's sad. I can tell same lines on his wrist hidden with leather and ribbon bracelets it was a mistake for me to catch them.

The worlds a sad place that's why I'm so pathetic.

Why don't I listen to people, why don't I just leave already?

-3/12/10 Ashton Irwin

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