11. Chapter 11
I am home.
It's an eerie feeling being back home. I can't stop thinking about that girl. But it will never happen so I need to stop.
My arm is full of gauze and lots of band aids on my left wrist where I opened the stitches.
I guess you can say I am at peace since I get to be with my little brother Harry.
I missed him. Today Michael is going to come over, with his girlfriend. He said he was going to bring a friend for me. But I doubt that girl would like me I'm a beat up rubbish teen. But what do I have to loose.
I want to play my drums but I can't until two weeks. I'm longing to release my demons. But I can't.
Michael is here I went to go open the door and his girlfriend was the one from the volunteer hours at the hospital. She recognized me quickly I let them in.
I thought I was dreaming for a second. But when I looked up to get ready to close the door, she was there.
I smiled and let her in. She was actually here and I was going to talk to her.
Hey she says. Hi what's your name I say handing her a cup of tea. I'm Alexis.
She's talking to me. Michael catches the flow and excuses himself to the backyard with Kimberly.
Stop! I'm feeling happy. No things never worked out as planned. I need to stop. I can't do this it's not okay. Nothing ends with a happy ending. I need to stop this before I'm killed by it.