I still need to ask Joe about that dream he had, he hasn't woken up yet though. I woke up at 6 and he was still saying that name "Mishy"... I really need to ask him. I don't want to jump to any conclusions.
Joe was just grabbing his car keys, so we could go to the movies and I figured I should ask him in the car. So as he started the engine, I turned a little is my seat and inhaled, readying myself for anything. "Joey?" I ask as sweetly as possible. "Yeah, babe." "Well, Joe, last night you we're sleep talking and kissing the pillow. And well I was just wondering, who's Mishy?" Joe's grip on the steering wheel tightened. I'm starting to regret asking now...
I didn't expect her to ask so sweetly and calmly. "Why are you asking, Dessy?" I wanted her to admit it if she didn't trust me. "Look, it's nothing Joey, I just saw you kissing a pillow and it was hilarious, so I just wanted to know who the girl you were dreaming of kissing was. I trust you so I want to ask you before my paranoid imagination kicks in."
She trusts me. She said it. I better own up now though. I was just about to speak when Destiny suddenly jumps up, "Oh look, we're here already!" I guess I could always explain after the movie... I took her to watch Blended, totally all her choice but whatever, it's what a good boyfriend does isn't it? Let's the girl choose everything then pays for it all and doesn't complain!?
I sure as hell hope she doesn't kill me once she finds out. I love her too much, no way can I let that happen. Maybe I should just leave it... She might be better off not knowing. What if it ruins our relationship, or even worse, our friendship.
I just need to stop thinking. I lay back and put my arm around Destiny as she lays her head on my shoulder. She is amazing and perfect. She deserves to know the truth because she deserves the world. This is the girl I'm gonna marry someday, I'm sure of it.