3. A Lot Later On
I've been with Destiny for a little over two and a half years. It's been great... only, she's going away. To the UK, for university. I'm terrified about losing her, so, I'm going to break up with her, today.
After the BREAKUP
So, I did it. I left her. I didn't even show any regret or remorse... until I got home. As soon as I got out of the car, I ran to my room, I burst into tears. I'd just given up the only girl I'd ever loved, over fear. Well, hey, it's the cruel truth, fear controls almost all of our actions and can screw up everything.
I hope one day she can forgive me. One day we can start over.
I'm so shattered, absolutely heart broken. I still can't believe he can do something like this to me. After everything we went through. All the love and happiness we had, gone. If he really feels this way then, fine, I can move on. I'll just have to be strong and willful. I guess it was something I'd expected, but never really thought would happen, I thought our love was strong enough. Apparently, it wasn't. Well, I'm won't let this control me, I'm to proud for that. I just got into Oxford, my dream university, there is no way I will let him take this joy from me too!!!