16. Trust me
I woke up back in my house, on my bed......alone. My heart had dropped. Realizing that Justin wasn't here with me mad me cry. I love him so much but risk getting hurt again is way more powerful than the love. I checked my phone and I had 103 messages from Justin. 55 FaceTime calls and 66 voice mails. My heart had completely disappeared 💔. As soon as I was gonna text him back there was a knock at my bedroom door.
Justin- Baby open it's me. His voice was so soft.
Kim- Go away Justin. Don't fucking talk to me.
Justin- Baby please let me come in. I walked to the door and saw justin. He had tear stains, red puffy eyes, and it looks like he hasn't eaten.
Kim- Justin what- what happened to you.
Justin- I didn't eat at all after you left, I've been crying all night and I cut my self multiple times.
Justin- Because losing you is the most terrible feeling in the world. I slept with a photo of you last night. Knowing that you'd never believe me. Baby she kissed me, I tried pulling her off but she didn't stop and then she hit my area. Baby I'm so sorry.
I knew he wasn't lying so I pulled him to me and kissed him.
Justin- Trust me. Baby please stay.
Kim- I trust you. I'm not leaving. I jumped up on his waist and he carried me to the bed and we cuddled.