22. Near but still so far away
Its been a week since I got k back and she's been so distance. Every time I tell her I love her she just half smiles. Every time I kiss her she doesn't kiss back. I don't know what to do. I want my baby back. My relationship back. I want to show her how much I love her.
J- Hey baby can you come here for a minute. She walked out of the bathroom with watery eyes.
J- Baby what's wrong. She wiped her tears and just shook her head.
K- Nothing what happened.
J- I wanna take you out to night.
K- Fine. She walked away and I sighed. What did I do to make not love me anymore.
Its killing me. I can see the hurt in Justin's eyes when we talk. I don't show much love to him like I used to. I just can't. I can't get hurt anymore. I can't put my heart out there anymore. I don't like this. I just shook my head and got ready I put on a I love you crop top and black spandex and shorts with red vans. I did my hair and make up and ran down the stairs. I saw justin sitting there with his face in his hands he was saying something. I snuck up behind him and listened.
J- What made her hate me. Why doesn't she love me anymore. What did I do. I want my life back. I want her back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his head.
K- I don't hate you Justin. I love you. He turned his head and smash his lips onto mine. I kissed back and looked into his eyes.
J- I missed that.
K- I'm sorry. I hurt you I'm so sorry justin. I put my head down.
J- You were near but so far away but now you are back.
K- I love you.
J- I love you too.