26. Doctors appointment
I woke with Justin's arms wrapped around me. He had tear stains and ruffled hair. Today I had a doctors appointment to found out what the baby is. I already have a little baby bump. I went down stairs and made some breakfast for Justin and I. I heard justin coming down the stairs and wrap his hands around my waist.
J- I'm sorry.
K- Sure you are.
I walked away from him and set a plate of pancakes on the table with bananas and syrup.
K- We have an appointment today for the baby.
J- We get to found out today right.
K- Yea. I sat next to justin and we ate breakfast in complete silence. I started to cry but not loud enough so justin could hear me. After breakfast I went upstairs and got dressed. I put on Justin's big sweater and some sweats I put in red Jordan's and put my hair in a messy bun. We got in the car and I just stared out the window thinking bout justin and i relationship. I don't know what to do anymore. I let at ear roll down my cheek and justin looked at me.
J- What's wrong.
K- Sniffling) nothing. I wiped my eyes. And stares at the ground.
J- I love you baby.
K- I love y- I broke down right there,
k- I'm sry justin but I can't do this.
J- what do you mean. We parked the car and talked since we had 5 min to spare.
K- I can't teach my boy or girl that it's ok to cheat. When it's not. Just because you are Justin bieber doesn't mean you can.
J- Baby it was a mistake I'm truly sorry. I nodded my head. We walked into the doctors and I sat down in the chair. I put the gel on my stomach.
Dr. - Ok so the baby is healthy. And it's a boy. I looked at Justin and smile and he was smiling like a doofus. He hugged me. We got out of the office and drove home.