11. Sweet Dreams or Beautiful Nightmare
Id the strangest dream last night about something that actually happened kind off when i was a kid. It was about my parents divorce, and basically they didn't divorce until this year, with another two kids in tow, the other two screaming siblings were the things to wake me from this nightmare that I hoped would never happen. I went downstairs after I woke up to get a glass of water and saw dad sat at the kitchen table with his photo albums out. "What you lookin at dad?" I asked him, picking up a glass from by the sink. "Just photos of you, Kaitlyn and Kadie as kids. Look how cute you were" He said, showing me a picture of a chubby, smiley, blond baby lay staring up at my mom. "You looked a lot like Kaitlyn." He said, showing me one of Kaitlyn, I was shocked how alike we looked as baby's. "How did you get these photos of Kaitlyn? Did DeAnn send you them seeing as you were basically an absent father?" I asked, taking a sip of water. "Well Kaitlyn is about 18 months older than you so I was there for her birth and told DeAnn id stay around and stayed even though me and DeAnn weren't together but I met your mom and she got pregnant with you and we really wanted this move down here so I told DeAnn I'd definitely stay in touch with DeAnn and Kaitlyn but she told me she'd met this new guy who was going to be the main father figure for Kaitlyn but she would send pictures and updates and letters to let me know how Kaitlyn was" Dad explained. "Didnt you miss her a lot, Kaitlyn I mean". " Of course I missed her, she's my little girl who's life I couldn't be a part of. I was very happy when I found out Kaitlyn was having Laela though, I knew that I'd get to see Kaitlyn a lot more as well as my little granddaughter ". "Laela is such a good baby, she was as good as gold when I was there" I said, remembering my time with my sister in North Carolina. "Its nice to know you and Kait get on, I just wish DeAnn and Chris lived nearer so we could see Kait a lot more often". " Me to dad, it would be great to see Kait more." I said. "It would wouldn't it. Anyway Brie, you better get back to bed I'll see you in the morning darling. Love you" Dad said, kissing my head and giving me a hug before I went back up to bed. "Night dad, love you to" I said.