"Hey guys I think we need to have a talk." I said.
"Ok what is it?" Michael asked.
"Actually never mind." I said grabbing the book.
"No really if you want to talk about it just say it." He said.
"I'm just tired. It's been a long day. I'll tell you guys int he morning." I said coming up with the best fake yawn I could. While I put the book back on the shelf.
*The next morning*
I woke up and got out of Calum's bed. I walked into the living room and saw all of them passed out on the floor. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water and walked back into Calum's room. I put the glass on the nightstand and then grabbed my bag. I packed all my clothes into the bag and went into the bathroom and packed all of that stuff. I set the bag at the end of the bed and sat down beside it.
"I can't leave." I whispered to myself, but then I thought of the four sleeping idiots sleeping in the living room. "But I have too."
I felt a tear roll down my face and I immediately wiped it away with the sleeve of my sweater. Soon I heard the knob on the door starting to turn. I quickly wiped away any existing tears and then straightened up and tried to play as if I was fine. Right after Calum walked in.
"Morning." Then he saw the bag. "Going somewhere?"
"Actually that's what I wanted to talk to you guys about yesterday. Um I'll be out in a sec." I said. He just nodded and walked out of the room closing the door behind him. I soon had more tears rolling down my face.
"If only things could be different."
I got up and walked into the living room. I can't do this. I can't tell them I'm leaving. I can't do it with those sleepy eyes staring at me. But I have to. I know if I don't so it now then I'm never going to do it and I'll just end up leaving in the middle of the night without them knowing, and I know that would hurt them more then telling them.
"Ok so I um have been doing some thinking. And I uh think it would be better if..." I said not saying the end of the sentence.
"Be better if you did what?" Luke asked.
"I think it'd be better if I were to um ya know maybe leave." I said quietly.
"What do you mean by leave?" They all asked together.
"Ya know maybe it'd be better. I would still keep in contact and stuff but I just think I need to get out of this town for a while." I said and I knew it was all a lie, I won't keep in contact and I will be gone forever.
"Why can't we come with you?" Ashton asked.
"Because then you all will be wanted everywhere and I wouldn't want that. It's just safer I promise I'll be ok I just need time alone just to clear my head." I said.
"I guess but do you promise to come back?" Luke asked.
"I promise but I'm gonna leave later tonight." I said.
*Around 4 in the morning*
All the guys were asleep. They tried to stay awake but they were just to tired. But I was ok with it. It was easier leaving them when they were asleep when they were awake. Before I left I put my phone on the table in the kitchen and grabbed some food from the fridge and shoved it in my bag. Once I reached the front door I grabbed the handle and forced myself not to look back. Once I was outside I walked down the street and I disappeared into the darkness.
I woke up the next morning and she was gone. I don't know why I agreed to let her go she needed to stay here. I went into the kitchen and saw that she had taken a bunch of food from the fridge. I understand why so i just shrugged and went and sat at the table. I looked and saw there was a phone on the table at first I thought it was Calum's or Michael's and then I realized it was Kara's.
"Hey Luke, Kara left?" Calum asked.
"She's never coming back." I said quietly forgetting about what Calum said.
"What?" He asked.
"She left her phone, she's ever going to contact us and she's never going to come back." I said. We all stood in shock. We never thought that yesterday was the last day we would talk to her, or the last day we would see her smile. She was gone and she was never coming back.