I just did the most stupid thing. *Sigh* I was going to finish my homework in Career Prep but, I did the wrong paige. This is the beginning of my day lades and gentlemen. No, no the beginning of my day is that it was storming outside.
So, I'm pretty sure I flunk my history test--AGAIN! Yay! (Note the sarcasm). It's not fair, really, sense the other class got a whole day to study. I swear, I can't stand that teacher. I used to actually like that teacher in all honesty. I used to like him when he actually teaches but, he rarely even teaches. He's the most laziest teacher I have ever met!
I feel so laid-back this year. I'm starting to feel less stress then I had in middle school. Even though my last school was much smaller. This school I can actually fit in better. I'm not that shy anymore and that makes me feel good.
I was just thinking…Do you ever dream of how your husband... or wife will be like? I wonder that all the time. No, actually I wonder if I'm ever going to love someone so much, I would do absolutely anything for them? And surprisingly I felt like that before. There was this boy that I for real got butterflies in my stomach when he walks by and my heart beats a hundred miles per hour when he speaks to me but, the thing is I never thought he would love me back and I don't see him anymore. Only a couple people know about him. I told my parents once and they say "Oh, it's puppy love." So, a couple of months ago this is how the conversation went:
"Hey, Courtney, remember when you had a crush on Jake? (Make up name)" Dad asked.
"Do you still do?"
"N-no sir. It's just puppy love. I was in middle school."
Of course, I lied...