On Monday I noticed that Louis had settled down. He almost slipped over the floor and hardly looked at me. I was disappointed, but at the same time relieved. Niall came up to me and smiled big.
"I missed you yesterday."
I hugged him.
"I read a book and took it easy. I missed you too."
He smiled and kissed me lightly.
"So you have no regrets?"
I frowned and stared at him. Niall giggled and put his lips at my ear.
"That you and I did it?"
I swallowed and realized that I only had Louis in my head.
"No, it was wonderful."
Niall smiled and took my hand. We started to walk toward the classroom and I saw in the corner of my eye how Louis followed us with his eyes. He looked pleased and he seemed not to care that I was with Niall anymore.
The school day flowed. Nothing special happened, and I noticed that all seemed calmer. It was as if no-dried to haggle and as if all the pieces of the puzzle had fallen into place.
I was walking home when Louis came up with me. He pulled me between some trees and made sure no one saw us.
"I have a proposal."
"You've got your kiss and you got more than you needed?"
He grinned and backed me up against the tree. He took one hand on each side of my head and looked straight into my eyes.
"I want us to have sex sometimes."
I choked and I tried to get away from him.
"Louis you promised?"
He chuckled lightly and made sure I was hooked. I felt his arms around my waist and he pressed me almost up against the tree.
"Admit that you liked it and there's more to be gained."
"I'm with Niall and I regret that we went all the way."
Louis let his lips caress my neck and I moaned lightly.
"Please don't ask me..."
He interrupted me.
"What's wrong, you aren't married to Niall and I love your body. You loved everything that we did and I can do more for you."
Louis let his hands slide down under my butt and he lifted me up easily. I felt how he pushed himself between my legs and I moaned.
"Okay, you're good at what you do, but I'm with Niall."
Louis didn't give up. He started kissing me and I knew quickly that I couldn't resist. Why I was drawn to him. He kissed me hard and I took my legs around his waist. I felt him rubbing his boner between my legs and I moaned higher.
"Louis, we shouldn't ..."
"Come on, you thirsting for my body?"
I gave up. He seemed to know what he would do and when he dropped me on the ground, I was disappointed that not more happened.
"Are you saying we should do it sometimes?"
Louis moaned and he was red in the face.
"Yes, why not? We are young and it's nice to be naked together."
"Let me think about it."
He laughed a little bit.
"I already know that you say yes. You can't resist me."
I took from him.
"And what do you gain on it?"
He grinned and looked down at my body.
"I can touch that what never will be mine and I love sex."
I didn't know if it was a compliment or not.
"So you usually have sex all the time?"
He shook his head.
"The girls in Ireland hold together their legs and they don't want to learn to enjoy."
I felt like a whore, and he noticed it right away. He pulled me towards him again and looked straight into my eyes.
"We are friends, and let's say we don't something wrong? I promise not to have sex with others and you promise me that I will take you sometimes."
I didn't like it. I tore myself away and started to walk home. I heard him calling after me, but I couldn't answer him. I realized that I had fallen into a trap and he wanted to use me.
I was cheap and I felt like a dirty girl. I sat on the bed and swallowed. I wanted to return to my old life and I didn't want to hurt Niall. I knew it could only go downhill and I was afraid that the truth would reach my boyfriend. Still, Louis was right. I was drawn to him. I had no feelings for Louis, yet he attracted me. It was as if he was everything as Niall wasn't, and I liked it.
In the evening rang Louis me on Skype and he continued to nag at me. Eventually I got tired.
"I wanted you to choose Eleanor and not me." I said cool. "Why can't you take her?"
Louis laughed a little bit.
"She's not interesting, but if I get together with her?"
"Then I'll be happy."
Louis laughed and leaned against the computer.
"You set up sometimes and I do Eleanor happy. Everybody wins."
I shook my head quickly.
"No, I'm cheating on Niall."
Louis didn't give up.
"Stop complaining, I do the same thing against Eleanor, but I know you will enjoy when I spend all bed time with you. I'll call her right now and I will save her week, just say yes."
"If I say no?"
"Then Eleanor going to be aware that I don't want her and she'll be sorry."
He played dumb.
"What did you say I need to hear a yes."
"Thank you, then call Eleanor."
A moment later rang a cheerful Eleanor on my cell phone and she screamed.
"The dress helped" she almost shouted. "Louis is my boyfriend!"
I felt like betrayer, but I smiled.
"I knew it would happen."
"Yes, and he said I'm cute. I just wanted to die but he said he really wants to be my boyfriend and I said yes."
I felt the lump in my stomach.