Harry wasn't happy when I got to school. He looked coldly at me and just seemed annoyed that I showed myself in the place.
"You'll ruin everything? Eleanor are with Louis and I don't know how you managed it."
I smiled cold towards him.
"Haven't you heard about love?"
"I know that Louis never wanted her and he was just looked at you. How the hell did you get him to choose her?"
I didn't answer his question. I instead went to my locker and got my books, then I went straight to the classroom.
"Can't you get Zayn to want me now that you got Eleanor to be with Louis?"
I saw at Perrie she wanted, but I hesitated.
"You might have to try to catch his interest first?"
"But you got Louis to see Eleanor?"
I smiled weakly.
"She dressed nicely at the party, and the rest took care of herself."
Perrie sighed, and she looked over at Zayn.
"I just don't know how?"
I swallowed and I still felt like an idiot. All had a high opinion of me, but the truth was the opposite.
"Talk to him, laugh with him and show that you care?"
At break between classes, I sat in Nialls knee and he kept his arms around my body. He kissed me and he was as usual glad that I was there. Louis appeared with Eleanor and I saw how he were checking me out. Niall didn't see his eyes, but brightened up.
"So you together?"
Louis sat down and was almost annoyed that Eleanor sat down near him.
"Yes," he mumbled, looking down at the table. Eleanor giggled and tried to get him to hold her hand.
"Louis called me yesterday and today we are together."
I saw how Louis wanted to disappear and I was almost angry that he didn't even try. Yet, I didn't bother me about it. It was his choice.
"How about to go back to my place on Friday?" I heard Harry say, and he came up to the table. Niall lit up and nodded.
"What shall we do?"
Louis looked up at him and nodded dull. He took Eleanor's hand in his and then looked at me for long time. It was as if he wanted to show that he tried. I swallowed and avoided looking at Louis.
"Who will be at the party?" I asked Harry instead. He grinned and was in a good mood.
"I guess it'll be us and a few more." He looked straight at me. "You know, the usual that always pops up?"
I raised an eyebrow.
"I've been to one party? I don't know who will come."
He didn't care and looked instead at Louis.
"And you just have to, even if you have her with you."
I heard that they didn't have a high opinion about Eleanor and I saw that none of them liked her. I felt the lump in my stomach again and I felt sorry for her.
"Everyone can keep up?" got Niall smooth out himself and smiled at me. "It's just fun that Eleanor's in the gang too?"
I nodded and kissed him. I heard that Louis sighed, but I didn't care about him at the moment. I felt Nialls tongue and I played with it. He groaned slightly and pressed me against him.
On Wednesday Eleanor came to me. She returned the dress and borrowed a new one.
"It's so wonderful." she said happily. "I'm going with Louis at the party and he looks forward to it."
I smiled and hung in clothes in the closet, that she hadn't wanted to borrow.
"Yes, it's great that you're a couple?"
She nodded and sat down on my bed.
"He said we could be like you two."
I was startled and looked at her.
"Louis said he wants to be like you and Niall is. Kissing each other and that stuff."
"Then maybe he loves you?"
She nodded and giggled a little.
"He said we should wait with sex. He said he's not ready yet and he wants to wait."
I was startled again and just stared at her. It didn't sound like Louis and I realized that he really took everything seriously. He had said he wouldn't have sex with someone else, if only I was there for him.
"Are you a virgin?" I got out of me. Eleanor blushed immediately and nodded.
"Well, I haven't gotten to it yet. Are you?"
I was honest and shook my head.
"It's perhaps more common in London that you do it?"
"Here, everyone's talking about that you should wait, but to be honest I feel in my hole body that Louis will have sex with me."
I wanted to warn her. I wanted to say no, instead I smiled.
"Wait until you are really sure that he's the right guy."
She nodded and smiled at me.
"It's so easy to talk to you about everything. You know so much and my life is much better since you got here."
No, I didn't think she would look up to me. I wasn't worth it and I felt like an idiot.
She giggled and stood up.
"I have to go now, but on Friday I'll really try to get Louis to kiss me. He hasn't done it yet."
Louis called on skype, but I didn't answer. I couldn't stand him and I regretted everything that had happened between us. Instead, I studied for a test and shut down the computer. I felt so weak and I felt like a whore.
I woke in the middle of the night when someone threw pebbles at my window. I yawned and lit the lamp. I went to the window and opened. I got direct approach to Louis and he looked happy, to see me.
"Stop it!" I hissed and looked at him. "You can wake my parents?"
"Come down, then?"
"No, I must sleep."
He picked up the gravel in his hand and showed that he was going to throw it against my window again. I hesitated, trying to think of a solution.
"What do you want?"
He laughed and seemed to like to annoy me.
"Come on down!"