"What the hell!"
Everyone had stopped what they were doing and was staring at us, mouths wide open.
"I'm sorry Katie, I just couldn't help it"
"I'm pretty sure you could have stopped yourself from grabbing my face and kissing me Shawn!"
"I thought you loved me Katie" Hayes looked at me with glossy eyes, as if he was about to start crying. He never cries.
"Hayes I pushed him off of me" I told him.
"Yeah but you enjoyed it didn't you. You loved kissing him."
"No. No I didn't" Well this is a great start to the new year
"OK. What the hell is going on down here!" Nash asked running down the stairs with Ellie following behind.
"Katie kissed Shawn!" Hayes shouted at them.
"You know that wasn't true! He kissed me" I was crying now. Because my relationship with Hayes was in trouble but mainly because Hayes didn't believe me. After everything that we've been through I thought that he'd have more trust in me. But I guess not.
"Shawn and I made up. He's my friend, how would you like it if I kissed one of your friends." Then he did the unthinkable.
He grabbed Hollie's face and kissed her. Right infront of everyone. Me. Cameron.
"How could you?! I fucking hate you Hayes!" I screamed at him now bawling my eyes out.
Didn't I give it all,
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less?
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?
Why did I just do that?
SMACK right in the face
"How dare you kiss her right infront of me!" Cameron had tackled me to the ground. "You dick!" punch "asshole!" punch.
"Cameron stop!" Hollie pleaded.
"Oh, so you're on his side?" He fired back.
"No! Course not. I'm not saying that what he did was right but it doesn't mean that you should hurt him."
"Hayes I think you should go" Nash said to me.
"But Nash you're my brother" I felt so hurt to be kicked out of my own house by my own brother. But I can only imagine how hurt Katie and Cameron must feel. Why do I have to fuck everything up?
Without another word I left.
When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in