I played it safe
I kept my foot up on the brake
I never really took a chance in life
And didn't live for today.
Oh girl, and then I met you
Opened my eyes to something new.
You know you set me free like no one else
And got me actin' a fool.
Don't you know changed my life,
Girl cause now I'm livin'
And it feels so right, yeah
"Hey" I said to Katie.
"Hey" she said back to me then gave me a big hug. I love her hugs because she always puts her head in the crook on my neck and her hair always smells of cinnamon.
"OK, so do you remember the day well we first properly met and you asked me why I didn't have a YouTube channel and you said that you'll help me with one?..."
"so...will you help me to make one after the show today?" I asked giving her my best puppy dog eyes.
"yeah sure, that would be really fun. Plus since I haven't made a video in ages we can also make one for my channel." (HEKtv is kinda like a collab channel. They do separate videos then sometimes they do videos all together and put it all on one youtube channel)
"yeah cool. Come on lets go it's about to start." I said taking her hand in mine and dragging her along backstage to where everyone else was.
Today Ellie, Hollie and I were all wearing Nash merch. Ellie wore a 'Property of Nash Grier' jumper/hoody, I wore a 'LOL you're not Nash Grier' baseball tee with red sleeves, some high waisted black shorts and my red VANs and Hollie wore a 'Nashty' baseball tee with light blue sleeves.
OMG it was so annoying. Cameron and Madison practically throughout the whole thing were being all touchy feely and they even made out a couple times as well. "Hey, Hollie's looking really down today" Ellie said coming over to me.
"Yeah I know right. I'm pretty sure it has something to do with that" I said to Ellie pointing to Cameron and Madison sucking each others faces off. We looked over to Hollie and she looked devastated so we decided to go over to her to see if she was alright. She wasn't. As soon as we reached her she ran off stage. But we weren't letting her get away that easily so Ellie and I chased after her,
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She disgusted me. I knew she was just doing this to get back at me for something that happened like two years ago. She knew I liked Cameron, everyone knew I liked Cameron but Cameron because he's an idiot! The thing is I'm not sure what I'm more angry about whether it's the fact that I like him but she's going out with him or the fact Cam's going to get hurt because she's just using him and he doesn't realise because again he's an idiot. It turned out that I'd been staring at them for quite a while because Madison saw and started to forcefully make out with him. I just couldn't take it anymore so I ran off away backstage.
The thing about love, love, love
It'll make you do some crazy things
The thing about love, love, love
Is you know it when you feel it
And that's the thing about love
I still don't know why I was even going out with Madison when I know I like Hollie even if she may not like me back. Also even though Hollie denies it I know there's something going on with her and Madison and it's not something good. Suddenly I was brought out of my thoughts by Madison pulling my face to make my lips meet hers. When she was done she looked behind me and started smirking so I turned round to see what she was looking at and saw Hollie running off. "What the hell Madison?!" I shouted at her but not loud enough for everyone to hear over the loud music and the rest of the boys doing God knows what.
"Come on Cam it was just a joke. I thought she was a big girl and could take it but obviously not." She commented laughing.
You got my heart beat pumpin'
And its going insane
You got me jumping outta aeroplanes, whoa
And that's why...
I'm crazy its true
Crazy 4 U
You got me base jump livin'
And I can't look down
You know you short circuit my brain
I can't lie...
I'm crazy its true
Crazy 4 U
While I was backstage I heard some footsteps behind me so I ran to go and hide under the snack table so that they couldn't see me because there was a tablecloth covering it to shield me from the people approaching. "Come on Hollie, we know your here"
"Yeah. Please come out, we just want to talk to you" It was Ellie and Katie. Only because it was them I decided to come out of hiding. I poked my head out with my eyes slightly watery.
"Hi" I said in a sheepish voice getting their attention.
"There you are" Ellie said coming towards me with Katie to help me up from underneath the table and giving me a big group hug.
"You alright?" Katie asked.
"Yeah I'm fine thanks"
"really? Then why are your eyes all red?"
"fine, I'm not alright" I admitted.
"Let me guess, Cameron and Madison?" Ellie confronted me.
"Look if he's not smart enough to realise that the perfect girl is standing right in front of him then he doesn't deserve you" Katie said trying to comfort me.
"But we've gotten so close over the past few months and I thought that we were actually getting somewhere. But I guess not" I said that last bit more quietly than the rest of it. Now I was annoyed at Cameron for going for some slut like her and not me, I know I sound really selfish right now but he's known her for like a week. What the actual hell?! Suddenly we heard some footsteps coming backstage and guess who it was?
"Hollie? Are you alright?" Cameron asked me.
"Umm...yeah I'm fine"
"Hollie, Katie could you give us a sec please?"
"Sure" They said at the same time each giving me one last hug before they back on stage.
"What do you want?" I asked in a slightly frustrated tone.
"OK, I have a sister I know that 'I'm fine' means the that you're really not fine" Well I suppose he's not a complete idiot. "What's wrong? Tell me what the problem is"
"You want to know what my problem is?" I said really frustrated this time.
"Well yeah, that's kind of why I asked"
"You!" I said walking towards him pointing me figure at him. Where did all this sudden rush of confidence come from?
"Yeah, you! You're my problem! You just jump on the first girl that you see do you?!"
"What do you mean?!"
"Madison! Who else you idiot!" Wow, I call him an idiot a lot.
"Oh I see, you're jealous" he said with an obnoxious smirk on his face.
"Oh my God! You're so full of your self aren't you? You think that every girl that sets eyes on you just loves 'thee Cameron Dallas'!" They might not, but I know I do. Yup that's right I finally confessed that I love 'thee Cameron Dallas'. Well...not out loud, but I have in my head. That's good enough isn't it? I suppose I already knew I did before I meant him but now that I have I know for sure.
"Whatever. You're just being a bitch now" He said under his breath thinking that I wouldn't hear him but I heard him. I defiantly heard him. And let me tell you that it's a great feeling to know that the person that you love thinks of you nothing more than a bitch.
"You're such a dick!" I shouted in his face then stormed off to go back to the hotel room. I was in no mood to go back on stage with the rest of them after that.
"Hey" Ellie and I said to Hollie stepping into our shared hotel room.
"Hey" She replied with her head berried in the bed.
"I'm guessing the talk with Cameron didn't go too well then." I questioned.
"He called me a bitch" she grumbled into the pillows.
"What the hell?! Where is he?! No one and I mean no one except me and Katie calls my best friend a bitch!" Ellie was not happy, and to be honest neither was I.
"No! Ellie, you can't, Just leave him" Hollie turned around so that we could actually see her face. She did not look good. Her eyes were all red and her mascara was all around her face due to her crying and rolling around in the covers.
"Aww, babe" I said taking my shoes off and climbing into the double bed so I was lying next to her with Ellie joining us. Not long after that we had all fallen asleep.
About half an hour later I was woken up to the sound of someone knocking on the door. I looked next to me and found that I was the only one awake. Slowly and carefully trying not to wake a sleeping Hollie and Ellie up I got out of the bed to go and answer the door. When I opened it I was met with a smiling Hayes. The same smile that could make anyones day ten times better. "Hey. You ready?" he asked me.
"Ready for what?" I replied looking confused.
"Oh yeah sorry I completely forget. I had some Hollie comforting to do" I whispered pointing to Ellie and Hollie cuddled up in the bed. "I'll meet you in your room in ten?"
"K" he said turning around to go walk back to his room. I changed my top into a daisy print cropped one, quickly reapplied my makeup, brushed out my hair, put my shoes back on, grabbed my phone and charger then left the room.
Hi, another quite long chapter that I've written just for you. I hope you don't mind that I'm focusing on the side characters quite a bit but I promise that the next two chapters will be mainly on Katie and Hayes.
This time im gonna recommend a movella called CYBER LOUIS. It has 34k reads and will take you about 2.5 hours to read. its rated a yellow. from what I remember about this book it hasn't got much swearing I think its mainly the fact that the main character does get abused. I don't normally read books like that but I love this one. and yes it is Louis Tomlinson but hes not famous in this so you don't have to be a 1d fan to read it.
keep commenting and all that stuff. Thanx.