Her blood was on everything, the floor, the sink counter, the toilet. Seeing Jess' blood it made my stomach cringe, I couldn't imagine anyone I loved hurting themselves, no matter what. Jess needed to talk and express herself not hurt herself. I didn't feel comfortable asking her what caused her to do this, only because it seems to be touchy. I could probably put the puzzle together in my head. Her twin sister just died, my ex just insulted her about her sister, if she didn't notice, a picture of her and I are spreading across the social media like wild fire, and I knew this was just the beginning. I knew I wanted Jess in my life, permanently, but this would have to change, I wasn't taking chances on losing her, I was wasn't going to let her loose herself either.
I grabbed a towel from under the sink and ran water onto it then slowly began cleaning the blood off of everything. I heard footsteps coming onto the bus then stopped right at the bathroom door, I slowly looked over my shoulder to see Jess. She looked like a million mixed emotions, I could tell she had happiness and hurt in her heart, confused but excited in her head, and nerves but hope in her stomach; I was scared, but felt the same. I wanted her close but I didn't know how to tackle the situation, I wanted to be careful, she was hurt already but was putting up a front, I know she was. I dropped the towel down and made my way over to her, I placed my hands on her hips and looked into her eyes, "What did she say?" I felt her breathing start to get shallow, I could tell she was nervous, I liked it, I felt like playing. I put my hands to her lower back and interlaced my fingers while dropping my head to her neck, allowing only my lips to softly brush her neck but let er know I was defiantly there, "hmmmm Jess? What did your mom say about you staying?" I felt her body tighten in my arms, her head fell back, "Yeess.." she brought her head back up and put her hands on my chest, she placed her hand on my cheek and brought my eyes to hers, "but under one condition..." I licked my lips, her condition wasn't going to make me stop playing, she was mine now, she may not know it, but she was and I was going to make her and the world know it. "and what is that Jess...?" I put my head back to her neck and starting leaving little wet kisses on her neck. "Juustinn," she was trying to fight me, she put both hands on my cheeks this time and looked into my eyes differently this time, the pit in my stomach was there, "What is it," I slowly backed up and leaned against the bathroom door frame and crossed my arms, she leaned against the wall and crossed her arms looking at the ground, "Jess what is it?" she looked up slowly, "I have to be a secret." she slowly put her hands in her pockets and looked at the ground. I walked over and put both hands against the wall so she couldn't get out.
sorry for it being short but I just got home from a tournament! I'm super tired and I have a lot of homework to do..hopefully you like this chapter. A bunch of drama is soon to come. Will it be drama with Selena? Drama with interveiwers? Fans? Friends? Family? or Jess and Justin? Comment your opinions remember they are always welcome for ideas! Until then...stay flawless...love you all!