My story of eternal pain

I'm going to tell my story. How i live with cancer, and how i'm fighting it every day, and how i been thinking about life and death.

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7. Life and death

I love my life, and hate it at the same time...

I think a lot about life and death. I've always wondered...Do we feel pain in death?    

I think death is more peacefully then life. I think life is much harder then death. In death you can let go, and don't have to be afraid to lose someone. You don't have to feel pain, or think about your future...   In life you have to work hard every day, you have to ignore the pain, and smile. You have to think everything, you do though. All life is about is worrying, and do that until you die. You are worrying what people think of you, what you gonna do with your life?                                                                             You have to think about getting a job, and a family. I don't have to...                                                         I'm gonna die, so i have nothing to worry about. All I have to worry about, is when...                        When I die, I don't want people to cry. I want them to be happy. Because I don't have to feel pain, and use my life wondering about, how it would be to feel a live?                                                             I maybe alive, but i feel death inside. I don't have a life, I don't know how it is to be happy or in love...

Actually I know. I was in love, and happy. But then time and fate came, and took it...

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