10. A bad day
Today has been a bad day. When I woke up, i thought about Jonas. I've been crying the hole day. Even when I'm writhing this, I can't stop crying. When I cry, i feel all the pain. Today i couldn't take the pain, so i fated. It was also because I had cried so much, so I was dehydrated. I'm so tied after all the crying, and just wanna sleep. So I'm not gonna write so much. The reason why I thought about Jonas. when i woke up, was because i dreamed about him. I relived it all over again. My parents didn't know what to do, so the called after my shrink. we talked until I collapsed in tears, and nobody could understand what i was saying.
Now I'm just sitting crying in frond of my computer, and telling myself to be strong. But i can't. I'm to tied, so I'm gonna go to sleep.