I woke up. My head hurted and i guess i looked terible. I felt terible. I didn't realy knew why. But the way Harry looked. How weird it was. I hurted him so much when i left. It was maybe 3 months from now but i remembered it. I exactly know how i stood there zayn was coming up to Harry and Louis...Louis... It seems so Long ago. Everything happend. The planecrash, the Island, Louis, Harry, Hawaii. Everything. How could i just Forget about it? I seriously thought about my future with- with who? Luke? Or did i just hoped for a rich guy to come and be my prince? It couldn't be like that. It's not a fairytail. I was sold by kidnapers as a slave. He bought me. He's the father of Harry. What was it about him? I knew he was crazy but i never minded it until Louis came and brought me away. I let others decide over my moves. I reacted in affect. I always just did what others told me. I never realy doubtet others. Why? Could i trust them? I guess i can trust the sir. He just want me to have a good life and to be true he could hae done anything but he choose one of the nicest Things.
"Yes?" the door slowly opened. it was luke.
"Hey." he said with a wry smile.
"I'm fine." I said and faced a smile. he sat on the end of my bed and look me right into my eyes.
"And what's the truth?"
"The truth?" he nodded, "I feel terrible. I don't know what to do. everythign mix up. My past Comes back and i realy can't get it ordered. I'm so conused." I said.
"What is it about?"
"I don't know. about weird things." i looked down on my toes.
"Tell me about them?" i nodded. he smiled and sat beside me. I leaned my head against his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around my shoulders. I felt safe. I t was comfotable. I felt save. so save you feel when your a Little kid sleeping between your parents because your afraid of Monster under your own. It was nice.
I starte talking about my life at uneversity and at my work. i told him about my breakdown as i just stopped it. the doctors, my parents, the flight to Hawaii, the plane Crash, Louis, the Island, the accident, Harry, Zayn and the others, how niall overacted, These guys, when i got ill, how i got sold and how i got here.
"What was this yesterday. Is this the Harry?" i nodded. He seemed to understand.
"And the guy we met was also one of theese guys?" i nodded again.
"Liam. he got the small Bungalow for us."
"hmm..." he looked at me for a Long time and just as he was about to say something the door opened and Martha came in.
"Darling you have to get up. You will dine with the Lord and his son. he seemed in..." she realised that luke was in my room too.
"good Spirits." she stepped towards Luke.
"Young man, i haven't said anything and i also encourage you to but not in this unmannerly. You will ask her out on a date and you will have a nice dinner or go to the Cinema but if i will see you again like this you'll get big Trouble. This is a very pretty Girl and you should treat her like a Lady!" she got red by talking so much wihout breathing.
"You are right Martha. But she needed someone to listen and comfort her. as you noticed she was muddeld up a Little yesterday and i thought i could help her if i listen to her and try to help her to get everythign in order." Martha nodded slowly.
"Okay. This i will let go." she smiled, "But now get out of here before i Change my mind!"
"Good." he smilled, hugged me and gave me a quick kiss on my cheek."If you Need someone to listen in future again, i'll be always there for you to listen."
"Now get out!" Martha got louder. "Thanks." i whispered as he jumped out of my room.