I know I'm posting this on Obsessed's comment, I'm sorry that time I didn't post anything until today. So many stories to tell!
First. This dream I had, is so unique. The second time I'm dreaming about him, though the first one he's just be silent, now he's acting.
--It's night and I come out from the house. There is this black car parked on my front yard, and he is standing beside the car. I'm so confused and happy that I'm squealing on the inside, and jumping up and down.
Then, he say his first words. "Why are you doing that?" And then he mimicked my move.
I got embarrassed and pulled him while laughing. And he laughed too!!! And then I pulled him again, now a little bit resting on his back. And then I don't know how, but I knew he is walking outside the yard to a car waiting outside the yard, another car.
I see a white pick up car turning in don't of my house, followed by the 'another car'. And the black car I was in, is following them.
I was... waking up in my dream. And I see a majestic view. It was like heaven. I cold describe and picture it pretty well. The only thing I know is the sky are breaking.
Actually it's cloud. There is this black-midnight-blue cloud covering the sky, and there is this straight line separating two big clouds. The line showing off a view of ruby red, majestic orange, soft yellow, and glorious gold shades out of the dark clouds. But it fades at the upper line, showing the dark night.
Then, my father say to me, "You always study and don't see the time. It's just before twilight!" I'm a little confused about that one. Never understand that one.
And I slowly waking up. I try to tell myself it's real, and I'm so disappointed. The time I saw him, my mind went crazy about me telling my friends that time, that vacation to the place.
I really thought that one is real. My mind just accept it!--
Okay. So that's the dream. There is this third dream that I couldn't describe very well... I forgot. Ugh.
23 April 2014
So... OH! I have an extra lesson today and I managed to slip in my phone to my bag (on my school we aren't allowed to bring phone) and at the end of the school, I used it along with my friends. There is this friend I met along, call her D. So, I am scrolling through LINE, when D say, "Stop! Who is he?"
The 'he' she means is IHY. I was mumbling, "No one, a person. Nothing."
But too late. She identified him. "OMG I want to see his profile!!" I just sighed and try without seeing my phone open his home.
But, there is this accident. My mind command me to click 'home' and see it, but my finger went to 'add as friend'. As I realize that, I screeched and hitting (playfully) D, while saying "You made me do this!! Your fault!"
I know I didn't think that time. They could know. They possibly start to thinking that way. A notice that, and asking, "Why are you acting like this? They won't bite you for that!"
And I'm ranting something about I have phobia with him or something like that. And we're ending up start chatting with A's crush, trying to get him to befriend with A.
And at the journey home, a reality hit me. In LINE, we can't know if someone add us, except if we add them and start chatting with them first! I'm so embarrassed.
24 April 2014
Today is bad. Not so. Nothing interesting happened.
But there is this occasion, but no phone is allowed so I'm relieved.
This occasion is to pray together, anything we want.
And what I chant is, "I want to befriend with him."