17. To save and leave
I chose to go straight to Louis and he looked nervous.
"So you don't love me?"
"Well, I love..."
I was so angry that I interrupted him.
"You're lying right?"
He looked at Niall who came after me and then he looked at me again.
"But there were other times when you came here the first time."
I laughed out cold.
"So I was just a girl to fuck and suck the blood from, then you were supposed to play with me and let me suffer?"
He quickly shook his head. I felt Niall stood behind me and I felt sure of my case.
"Louis, I won't be yours anymore. You're damn world's worst vampire."
I didn't care about all the others was listen to us. I didn't care that Sam was standing there and I saw only cold at my ex-boyfriend, whom I had loved.
"You're pathetic. You are just looking for more blood? Had you done the same thing again? Said to Niall that he doesn't get Sam, that you should have her?" I chose to look at Sam and I saw that she was white in the face. "If I were you, I had taken the car and gone home. They're just looking for your blood and you don't want to become a vampire?"
Niall blushed and I felt his insecurity.
"Emma tells the truth. You should leave the farm."
She still hesitated, and I saw how Louis was close to throwing himself over her.
"She's going to tattle." he whispered cold. "She will be our downfall."
I looked at Sam and didn't care about him.
"You will be quiet about us?"
She nodded and I saw that she was scared. She walked past Louis out and stood beside me.
"I don't have a license?"
I smiled at her reassuring.
"I can help you to come home?"
"And I'm coming with you. I drive my car?"
None of us were waiting for a response from Louis. He stood there and looked like a loser. I went away to Nialls and jumped in the car. Niall sat behind the wheel and Sam sat in the back seat.
"Damn fun to finally resist him." I heard Niall say, but I felt no joy. I was a loser and I felt like a gray mouse again.
"Can I go home now?" whispered Sam and Niall nodded instantly.
"Sure, I'll take you home."
I saw in the rearview mirror how Louis stood on the stairs. It felt like a knife in my heart but at the same time, I had lost confidence in him. I just felt hatred and I felt only contempt. I didn't want to live in his lie and I didn't want to be his toy.
"I have wine at home." Niall said to me and smiled weakly. "You know what we need?"
I nodded weakly.
He smiled and looked at Sam quickly.
"You will live a good life and forget everything that happened here."
She swallowed and seemed to calm down a little.
"So you wont bite me?"
I shook my head quickly.
"No, we're saving you from the others. You wont be a vampire."
She puffed out.
"And I promise I wont tell people anything about you guys."
It was the first time I saw the whole truth before me. Louis had picked out the weakest student in the school and he had convinced me all the time. I hadn't even had anything to say when I left my mother, but at the same time, I didn't want to return to her. I didn't want to return to school and I wished I could take away the vampire away from me. I realized that Niall loved me, because he said it to me, but still I wondered if I could trust him. Everything else was a lie and everything else had been made up. The only thing that was true was that we were vampires.