Date: April 1, 2014
You know I love you a lot. More than I could ever explain. Last night I had a dream about you, not a very good one, and since then everything has just gone downhill. I know you meant well, but it still hurt. I won't go into details, but you know what I'm talking about. I miss you extremely bad. We promised to stay together through the good and the bad, today would be more of bad than good.
It drives me crazy that I can't see you. I just wish you could text more in school, to cheer me up. Only you know how to cheer me up, to make me smile. Not very many people know, but you saved my life, literally. Right now I feel like I should hate you, you hurt me a lot. For some reason, my heart won't let me. It drives me crazy because my emotions are all messed up.
Sean, this relationship has been hard on both of us due to the distance, but it makes us stronger (we live 30 miles apart). Honestly my whole life I said I would never date anyone younger than me, but I decided to try. I was extremely happy I did though, because every guy I dated who was older just treated me like crap. Yes you maybe a little younger, but you treat me great and accept me for me.
I still remember when we met, January 18, 2014 at RPAC choir. My friend Shay introduced me to Austin and you happened to be hanging out with him. When I first saw you, I didn't know what to think, your look (style) was different. Then I found myself continuously staring at you when we were singing and during the breaks. I began to find you really attractive and I began to get nervous, then you caught me staring at you. Something is very special about you love, and no matter what I don't want that to go away.
I always try not to start a relationship to quick but something about you made me very attracted to you. You are defiantly something special. I'm so glad you asked me to be yours on January 19, 2014. I love you so much.
Your baby girl <3
So I decided to make this diary. I know it's weird but it's referred to my boyfriend, who means the world to me! The picture I used for the cover is off google, but it was perfect because of the meaning behind it. The heart represents the love we share, and the music notes represents how we met- through choir- so it is very meaningful. Please read, like, and favorite.