5. Worst day of my life
I sat there in the car Hayes comforting me as we drive to the hospital he says "she's ok you know she's strong" tears start spilling out of my eyes with Cameron driving Matt in the front seat and Matt was horrified he was trying to steady his breathing I put a hand on his shoulder "It's ok I worried to " you see everyone at magcon was scared she was a sister to all of us Jen now she's in the hospital when we arrive we park the car and sprint i was faster than anyone she is like my sister I need to be there for her. I get to her room open it and see her there... With no hair. I started to cry eventually everyone else came to the room huffing and puffing to see me sitting next to her bed talking to her. Matt flew through the door walked fast toward Jen and planted a light kiss on her right cheek and said " you are a sister to me and an inspiration" he gave her a hug and gave way for her mom standing to the side. Jen knew it wasn't romantic she didn't really want romance she knew that that kids was to show his graditude for her. I step to the side for each of the ten guys to say their goodbyes and lastly I got to talk last I held her hand her mom did the same on the other side she looked weak she whispers "Helena I love you I want you to go I don't want you to see me like this" I replyed "sorry I'm going to be here for you" she said "ok can I have a notepad and a pen I reach for one out of my purse and handed it to her she wrote fast and handed me a note. She held my hand and her moms she whispered "I love. Y'all" and her hand lost controll and dropped out of my hand the nurses tried to get me out but I resisted crying my eyes out. The boys and mahogany where in the lobby " I was in stupid traffic " tears start pouring out of both mahogany and my eyes we hugged eachother than the boys hugged us so it was one giant group hug I pulled out the note and read it and smiled laughed and looked up at the sky and said "take good care of her god she is amazing" I got into the car and went back home.