After spilling everything out to my new found friend Brandon, I felt better. Kinda like weight has been lifted off my shoulders, but I still couldn't help feel the ache and emptiness of my heart. Brandon told me about how he caught his girlfriend in bed with someone else and how she dumped him before he could say a word.
"Hey, wanna meet up tomorrow morning? Maybe get some breakfast or something?" He asked getting up off the swing and standing in front of me.
"Sure. I could use another heart to heart conversation." I smiled at him making him chuckle.
"What's your number? I'll text you the details tomorrow." He said handing me his phone. I put my number in and put my contact name as Autumn with like 30 emojis.
"You need a ride home?" He questioned me as we walked out of the park area.
"If you don't mind?" I didn't want to make him drive me home if he didn't want to. Maybe he was tired or had something else going on.
"Of course, I don't mind." He smiled at me. I finally studied his face enough to see the large dimples on his cheeks that appear, especially when he smiles and the few freckles planted on his face. Niall has cute little freckles..
We got in his black range rover and I pointed him in the direction of Niall and I's house. It was only about 5 minutes away, I don't know how I walked that far in such a short period of time to the park. Once he pulled up, I noticed that Emma's car was still here.. Shoot, I said I'd be back soon.
"Thanks Brandon, see you tomorrow." I waved and he smiled and waved back at me with a nod. I walked inside to be greeted by an angryish Emma.
"You were gone 3 1/2 hours, you had no phone, no money, nothing with you for protection! London is scary at midnight, Autumn!" Emma groaned pacing around my living room.
"I'm sorry.. I was just pissed off and upset.." I sighed sitting down on the couch.
"What even happened with Niall..?" Emma asked plopping down next to me.
"Let's just say that he said Amy was better than me and that he'd bring her on tour for some 'more fun'" I said doing the air quotation marks with my fingers. "I'm guessing that we just broke up.." I don't physically have any more strength to cry.
"You guys can't end it.. You're perfect for each other! You two have known each other since you were young, you love each other!" My best friend cried out.
"We've been through so much and when I think it's over and we're happy, something happens. I don't think it's meant to be. F**k love and f**k fairytales." I threw my hair up in a bun and laid back on the couch.
"I think you need to call him.."
"I'm not calling first!" I argued.
"Well we know he isn't. You're both so stubborn!" Emma whined.
Here I sat at the bar drinking away the pain, Louis no where in sight. I haven't talked to Autumn since the fight.. Maybe this is my fault. Maybe I shouldn't have pushed her. I know I only pushed her to say it out of anger. I wouldn't mind kicking Justin's ass again right now.
"Niall Horan? Is it really you?" This girl asked me grabbing my arm and looking at my face. She had long blonde hair and stunning blue eyes. She was gorgeous.
"Yeah." I said taking a sip of my maybe 4th drink.
"I'm a huge fan." She smiled sitting on the stool next to me.
"Thanks." I replied flatly.
"What's your problem?" She asked. Ugh why doesn't she see that I obviously don't want to talk. "Is it Autumn?" She asked when I didn't reply.
"Yes it is, since you're so nosy!" I said to the girl gulping down the rest of my drink and ordering another.
"What happened?" She asked moving my empty glass out of the way.
"You're not gonna leave until I tell you, are you?" I groaned out of annoyance.
"You bet." She chuckled.
"We just got in a fight over the phone and we both said stuff we didn't mean.. And I'm just tired of the on and off relationship. I don't know if I truly feel the same way about her as I used to. There, now you know."
"Good enough for me! Thanks for the news story." She smirked at me and turned around to walk away.
F**k.. Here we go again. It'll be plastered all over magazines, all over the news, Autumn's gonna find out. "Great.. This is just great!" I yelled sarcastically. "If anyone else here wants to ask any questions about Me, Autumn, or my relationship, Come on over here!" I yelled getting more pissed off with every word I spoke. It got quiet.
"Come on mate, lets leave." Louis said grabbing my shoulders and guiding me out the door leaving people to gossip about it.
"Can't trust anyone nowadays!" I yelled out to anybody that could hear me. Louis pushed me back onto the bus after walking, well Louis practically carrying me back. I could barely walk.. I'm so drunk.
Louis took me to my bunk after I argued with him for awhile that I wasn't tired. As soon as my head hit my pillow, I was out cold asleep, snoring away.
I'm so over all this Niall and Autumn shit. They either need to stay together for good or break up for good. I'm sick of both of them being upset and Niall going out and drinking his weight in alcohol. Managements gonna kill him.
I walked out of my bunk in the morning and went to the back to watch movies. Niall's the only one still asleep, well I guess you can say extremely hungover. I wonder how Autumn's doing.. I haven't talked to Emma yet so I'll call her. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed her number. It rang a couple times and she picked up.
"Hey. What's going on with Niall and Autumn? It's exhausting." I chuckled putting my feet up on the couch and turning the tv on.
"I don't know.. They fought on the phone over that Amy girl and Niall said she was better than Autumn. She was pissed.. Now they don't know if they broke up or not."
"Niall says stuff he doesn't mean when he's angry though.." I sighed.
"So does Autumn. What are we going to do? I mean if we get them back together for like the 50th time, we don't know what would happen.. They may be happy and think about the future or they may just break up again."
Emma has a good point.. Maybe this is it. They've broken up and gotten back together so many times.. Maybe this is the time where they shouldn't come back together..
"I'll talk to Niall about it when he gets up from his hangover. Talk to Autumn and we'll just see what happens."
After talking to Emma for awhile longer we said goodbye and hung up. I turned my attention towards a news story on the tv. It's Niall talking about Autumn in the bar last night. Oh shit.. He's done now.
A/N: Hi, sorry this one is weird and confusing. I had to keep changing the POV's since I was just winging this chapter.. Haha.