I walked to the kitchen and went straight to the refrigerator. I reached up and grabbed a large tub of cookie dough ice-cream and a huge spoon from the drawer. Hope Emma doesn't mind that I'm eating her ice-cream.. Eh, oh well, I chuckled to myself.
I walked back out and sat down on the couch. I glanced through the sad romance movies on Netflix but none of them seemed to interest me, I guess I'll watch a comedy. After looking through I decided on watching 21 jump street. Right as the movie started, I felt my phone vibrating next to me. I grabbed it and looked at the caller. Niall. This put a huge smile on my face.
"Hey Ni." I answered.
"Hey, babe. I'm sorry I didn't answer earlier, I was sleeping." He sighed. I bet he's running his fingers through his hair right now..
"It's fine. How was the concert?"
"I didn't go, I stayed on the bus." He said sadly. "How was the plane ride?" He asked quickly changing the subject.
"Okay, I guess. This man fell asleep on my shoulder and a little kid kept kicking my seat, other than that, it was great." I chuckled, making Niall laugh at the awkwardness I had to go through. His laugh could cause world peace.. It's literally beautiful.
"So did you hear about my meltdown at the airport?" Niall said slowing down his laugh nervously.
"Yeah.. There's this big bullshit story on the news about how we broke up." I said turning the tv off to hear him better.
"Who cares what they think. At least we know the truth."
We talked for a little while longer. Nothing too important, just random small talk. I looked at the clock and saw it was already 3am and I could barely keep my eyes open.
"I'll call you tomorrow. Love you, princess." My wonderful boyfriend said to me in his tired Irish accent.
"Okay. Love you too, Ni." I yawned. I hit the red end call button and looked around the room. It was dark and quiet. I didn't even realize Emma left to go to bed.
I'll just sleep on the couch, I don't feel like going to the guest bedroom. I grabbed a blanket and one of the couch pillows and laid down. Finally sleep overcame me. I've had a reaaally long day.
I slept in until about 1:30 but just laid in bed. I don't feel like getting up or being active in any sort of way. I can hear the lads out playing video games in the back of the bus. How do I know they're playing video games? Because I can constantly hear them shout things like "Haha! Take that!", "Oh shit!, or "f**k I'm losing!" They're probably playing Mario kart.. I laughed at my thought.
I talked to Autumn on the phone for awhile until the curtain to my bunk was pulled back and Paul was standing there hunched over so he could see me.
"How ya feel lad?" Paul asked me. I said goodbye to Autumn and hung up.
"I'm fine." I lied. I'm better than I was yesterday, just still can't get over the fact that I won't see the love of my life for 6 f**king months.
"Alright, you gotta get up. We're about to arrive at the stadium." He said opening the curtain all the way.
As soon as he left I hopped out of my bunk and went straight to my unpacked suitcase. I grabbed my shampoo and body wash and headed to the shower. I don't know if Autumn noticed that I stole her vanilla shampoo. I've just gotten so used to it.. All it does is remind me more of her, which probably isn't the best idea now since I'd fly home in a heartbeat just to see her face.
I got a quick shower and dried off. I threw on basketball shorts, a cut-off tshirt, a SnapBack, and my Jordans. As soon as I get In there we'll have to go through sound check and then wardrobe so who cares what I'm wearing now. I've grown to try not to care what people think.
The bus finally stopped and we made our way inside the stadium and were, like I said, pushed right into sound check. Everything sounded good so we were pushed to wardrobe with Lou right after.
Okay, I'm going to try to put on an act and not seem pissed off and upset.. I thought as some lady was holding clothes in front of me to see if I should wear it. Soon I was put into black jeans and a nice red polo which I swapped for my tank top. Lou did my usually hair quiff and I was the first one done, that means I can relax till everyone else is done. I went out into Louis and I's shared empty dressing room and just watched tv. I was tempted to call Autumn but I don't wanna seem clingy.. I just talked to her a little bit ago.
"Niall! Get to your spot on stage now, hurry!" Some lady yelled to me sticking my Irish flag earpiece in my ear and pushing me out the door.
I thought I still had 20 minutes before the show started! That 20 minutes flew by fast. I ran to my spot underneath the stage.
"You'll pop up on 3, alright?" Some guy wearing glasses, maybe around 25, yelled to me over the screaming fans while adjusting my microphone in front of my mouth. I nodded and looked around. The first person I saw was Liam who was in the same position I was and then Zayn who was giving me a thumbs up and an 'It's okay' look.
"3..2..1." The same guy yelled and the little platform shot up. The next thing I knew I was standing in front of thousands of people. The first song was midnight memories.. Here we go.
The first half of the show went by quick. Just looking out into the crowd and seeing all the people reminds me of why I even started singing. I love knowing I'm the reason for some smiles.
It got to the part of the show where 3 twitter questions come up on the screen asking questions and we answer them. One time Autumn was on twitter and this girl asked her if she had the chance to be a unicorn if she'd take it. We were laughing about it for at least 15 minutes. But she had to delete her twitter cause of all the hate she got..
"Niall!" Louis yelled.
"Huh? What?" I asked. I was completely zoned out.
"Who would you want to play you in a movie about your life?" He replied pointing up at the big screen where it said the question.
"Umm.. Will Smith. Definitely." I said making everyone laugh.
The next question was if we could be any animal what would we be. I was the only one that said I'd be a penguin. The lads all agreed on being a tiger.
Finally we turned to the screen for the final question. The screen changed and the question appeared. 'Niall, how are you and Autumn?
Of course. The first second I push her to the back of my mind they bring her back up.
"We're good. It's hard not being able to see her but it's only making our relationship stronger." I said chuckling at all the 'Awwwws' and chants screaming 'Nautumn!'
We made our way back to the main stage and finished the rest of our songs. Finally the concert ended with Story of my life. I'm so tired.. We went backstage and I felt someone grab me by my arm. It's John..
"I've scheduled an interview for you and the lads in one week. Don't say anything you'll regret. Got it?" He rushed his words. He must be in a hurry.
"Yeah, yeah. Whatever." I groaned walking back to the dressing room to change and call Autumn.