I stood there looking dumbfounded as she walked through the door out of my sight and i watched as the lady closed the door behind her. 6 months.. I can't go that long! I can't!
"Can I help you sir?" The lady behind the desk asked me looking concerned.
"I have to see her! She can't leave." I said running to the door and trying to open it, but it wouldn't budge. "Please! I can't let her leave!!" I yelled. At this point I wasn't thinking about all the fans and paparazzi that were watching me and recording me make a fool of myself, I was focused on doing all in my power to make her stay.
"Security!" The lady said loud and clear into the little walkie-talkie thing.
"Please.." I cried, sliding down onto my knees and holding my head in my hands in front of the door.
"You're going to have to leave sir." A tall security guard said pulling me up by my arm and walking me to the door.
"Let the lad go, I've got him from here." Paul snapped at the security guard making him let go of me.
We walked to the van in silence, with only the sound of the girls screaming and shouting. We got in the car and Paul started driving before I could even get my seatbelt buckled.
"We have to hurry, you're gonna be late for the show." Paul said quickly.
"Take me back to the hotel. I'm not going to the show." I said with zero emotion at all.
"Niall.." Paul sighed.
"Do you really want me to be singing in front of thousands of people in this kind of mood? I feel like I'm constantly going to cry or kick someone's ass. Either way I'm not happy."
"Fine.. But the next stadium is far, you gotta go to the bus." Paul said patting my head. He understands.
The rest of the ride to the bus was silent. It was parked right behind the stadium in a fenced in area. Paul and I climbed into the bus and I broke down crying.. Again.
"I'm going to tell them to say that you're sick, alright?" Paul asked and I nodded with a pillow stuffed into my face. He left and locked the door behind him. I should be able to call her soon since the flight is only about an hour long.
'Quit crying.. Quit crying you have to be strong' my conscious repeated over and over again. I wiped my tears and turned the tv on.
"Famous boyband member, Niall Horan, had to be escorted out of the local airport by security after attempting to enter the gate to reach his long term girlfriend, Autumn. She was rumored to be sent home by the bands boss due to no safety." The lady on the tv said as pictures of me flashed on the screen and pictures of Autumn's bruises appeared.
"Our question is, will Nautumn last? This couple has been through it all. A couple years ago they were set to be married, but called it quits 2 days before the wedding! Inside sources say that they are madly in love, but anything can happen, right? Stay tuned for more news on this troubled couple." Then it went to commercial.
Ughhhh. F**k you, I yelled at the tv. We've been through a lot.. But we both love each other. I turned the tv off and slammed the remote on the floor. I'll regret that later but I couldn't care less right now. I went back to my bunk and grabbed my laptop. I'll see who's on skype. Autumn's probably not home yet, so I'll skype Greg and maybe talk to my nephew Theo.
It rang and soon I saw my older brothers face pop up on the screen. Before I could say anything about why my cheeks were stained with tears Greg was already talking.
"Hey Niall. I saw what happened bro. I'm sorry." He sighed.
"Thanks man." I replied. We talked for awhile, about Autumn, tour, everything that came across our minds.
"How's Theo?" I asked. Greg said to hold on and that he'd go get him. They then both appeared in front of the screen.
"Look Theo! It's uncle Ni!" Greg cheered. Theo smiled and kept clapping his hands. This little boy who happens to be my nephew, can put a huge smile on my face.
"How ya doin bud?" I laughed and he just smiled and did weird faces into the camera.
"He's cute just like his uncle." I smirked at Greg.
"You wish." He laughed. Denise yelled something to Greg and he sighed. "Gotta go dinner's ready. We'll skype later. Wave bye Theo." Greg said while pulling theo onto his lap while he waved goodbye to me. I waved and ended the skype call. I miss my family.. I miss Autumn. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the guys rushing into the bus and the bus start moving in a matter of seconds.
I'm just going to go to bed. I laid down and closed the curtain with the sound of talking and the shower running across the small hallway echoing. Finally I drifted off to sleep.
"Niall.. Wake up." Harry whispered shaking me lightly.
"What?" I sighed, still not opening my eyes.
"Autumn's at Emma and I's house and Emma's doing a twitcam." He whispered from the bunk next to me showing me the screen of his laptop.
I sat on the floor next to Emma out of view of the camera. People already hate me enough I'm sure they don't wanna see me. I even have to wear sunglasses to hide my black eye.
I tried calling and texting Niall a couple times but he hasn't answered so I'm kinda upset. He's probably playing FIFA or sleeping.. Who knows.
"Ask questions I'll respond to the ones I see!" Emma cheered into the camera. "My favorite drink is Pepsi." She answered making me chuckle.
"Yes, Autumn's the one next to me. Whenever I have Pepsi I get really hyper.. She banned me from drinking it when I'm around her." She said. She laughed and I stifled a chuckle.
"Ask Autumn to show us her tattoo.." Emma read off the screen. What... This has to be a joke, there's no way they know about it.. "You have a tattoo?" Emma asked and I mentally freaked out. Oh well, it's out now.
"How does anyone even know that? Niall's the only one who's seen-" I stopped myself. "Yeah I have a tattoo but I can't show any of you." I said to Emma and to the 48,734 people watching.
"Oh, come on!" Emma pressured me.
"Nooo." I groaned.
"She's cranky. She's had a bad day and a certain someone won't call her back."
"Yeah.." I fake cried with a laugh at the end. "I'm going to cry, eat Ice-cream, and watch The Vow. Goodnight." I said walking away from the camera in my hello kitty pajama bottoms.