"What do you want." I whispered into the phone. I don't want to hear his voice. Hearing his voice feels like 1,000 needles running through my body.
"Autumn, baby!" He slurred with a laugh that didn't sound normal, scary almost. He was obviously drunk.
"Autumn.. Let me talk to him.." Niall said slowly and clearly as if he was trying to contain his anger. I shook my head at him to say no. I don't want yelling, we can't get kicked out of this hotel.
"What. Do. You. Want." I said clearly since he didn't answer the simple question the first time.
"I want you b-back, babe!" He hiccuped.
Before I could answer my terrible drunk of an ex, my phone was ripped out of my hand. No.. Ugh Niall.
"Quit f**king calling her. She doesn't want you cause you're a bad hearted asshole who only wanted her in bed." Niall gritted through his teeth getting more pissed off every second.
"Oh yeah? When she realizes that I can change, she'll be running back to me. Or if that doesn't happen I'll have no choice but to come get her myself." I heard through the phone. Niall is a ticking time bomb and he's gonna explode.
"You're a f**king sick human being. If you come near her I'll kick your ass. She's touring the world with me while your what? Sitting at home doing nothing. So give up and find someone else who isn't in a serious committed relationship. I'm blocking your number you prick." Niall let out in one breath.
I couldn't help but cry a little.. I hate seeing Niall fighting or upset, so it's even worse because he's both. I don't care that Justin basically threatened to come take me, he won't. Right?
"Please don't cry, princess." Niall said bending down in front of me as I sat on the bed. He wiped the tears from under my eyes with his thumb and then sat next to me. "I wouldn't let him get you. You know that." He sighed running his fingers through my hair.
"I don't care about that. I'm sorry about him, Niall." I sighed.
"Hey.. It's not your fault. Come on, let's go back to bed." He whispered kissing me on the nose and climbing back in bed under the blankets, pulling me with him.
I opened my eyes and glanced over to the other side of the bed. I felt cold and alone, Autumn's not here. I wonder where she went.. I got up and rushed frantically through the hotel room. What if something happened to her!? What if she- I was cut off when I found a sticky note hanging on the fridge. It read: 'Morning babe! I went to go tan by the pool, be back by 3. -love, Autumn.'
I glanced at the digital clock that was on the counter. It's 2:54. She should be here any minute. What if she doesn't come back!? Why am I so worked up about this? Suddenly I was hit by the vision of talking to Justin last night. Ugh.
I grabbed my phone from off the table and disconnected it from the charger, then went to my recent phone calls and hit her contact name, 'Princess'. I waited a couple rings but she wasn't answering.. I could feel myself growing worried and impatient. Soon I started pacing and running my fingers through my hair. On the last ring, she answered.
"Hey babe." She spoke, her voice sounding angelic to me.
"H-hey. Are you coming back up to the room?" I asked trying to erase the thoughts of me going on a mission to find her right now just to feel her soft pink lips on mine.
"Yeah. I'm in the elevator now. You miss me?" She teased. I already know she has a smug grin plastered on her face at this moment.
"I miss you so much! I didn't get to kiss you good morning." I pouted sticking my bottom lip out even though she couldn't see me.
"Well that's what you get for sleeping in until two o'clock in the afternoon." She chuckled.
"Okay, okay. I will never sleep until two o'clock ever again." I joked. I could hear the sound of the elevator ding through the phone meaning she's reached our floor.
"That's bullshit." She laughed. "Okay I'm hanging up, I'll be there in a minute." She said ended our phone call. I love how we tease each other and mess with each other, and are in a 100% serious relationship, but we're still best friends.
I looked down and noticed I was still in my boxers, my hair was sticking up and flying in all different directions, and I still had sleep in my eyes. Eh.. Oh well.
The door opened revealing Autumn wearing her new white bikini she got when she went shopping with Eleanor and Perrie. She looked.. Extremely good. I was filled with anger at the thought of other guys looking at her at the pool.. Justin looking at her.
"That's all you wore!? You didn't wear anything to cover yourself on the way there or back!?" I questioned her sternly. I was pissed. Imagine all the pervs and hormonal 15 year old boys that saw her.. Ugh!
"I can't believe you! You're not Britney! You-" I cut myself off. Why did I just bring up my slut of an ex girlfriend.. I'm an idiot. I haven't thought about her in years I don't know why she just popped in my head.
I looked at Autumn who had a completely blank expression on her face but looked like she was going to burst into tears any second now.
"Autumn.." I whispered taking a step towards her.
She just shook her head and walked back to our bedroom, shutting the door and locking it.
F**k.. Why am I such an idiot. Should I go back and talk to her or should I give her space? Before I could decide she walked out wearing yoga pants and a tank top.
"Autumn, We need to talk." It came out sounding like it does before someone ends the relationship. That's not it at all! I don't want to end anything!
"I'm going to Zayn's." She spoke calmly. She's holding it all in.. I don't wanna be the reason for her tears.. I always am. "When I'm ready to give in and tell you what actually happened without you interrupting me, I'll be back." She said, not looking at me. She knows if she does she'll come back.
"I-I- okay.." I said, giving up.
I walked out of Niall and I's hotel room, closing the door behind me. I walked down the hall to Zayn's room. We need to talk this through, but I need to get away for a little bit. The way he sounded when he said that we needed to talk was like he was going to break up with me. I knocked on Zayn's door.
"Who is it?" He asked from behind the door.
"It's A-Autumn." I said softly. My voice was shaky from holding back tears.
He let me in and closed the door. He grabbed my shoulders and looked at me. He studied my face, trying to find out how I was feeling, what my emotions were. He can tell just by looking at me.
"What happened with Niall?" Zayn finally sighed.
"I was at the pool and I put my clothes and shoes in a locker and when I woke up from tanning they were gone. Someone stole them. I went back up to the room, then Niall started yelling at me for not wearing anything to cover my swimsuit. He wouldn't even let me explain!" I said quickly, bursting into tears.
"From the way he was talking he was gonna b-break up with m-me." I sobbed into Zayn's chest.
"He wouldn't break up with you for something that stupid, love. He loves you."
"He compared me to Britney.." I cried out. Britney was a total slut. I hated her.
"He's an ass, Autumn. Just know he loves you. You're both stubborn." He chuckled trying to lighten the mood, he did make me crack a little smile.
Just then there was a knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Zayn yelled.
Is he here to talk to me.. Or apologize? Wait, I'm mad at him. I'll talk to him about it later. Zayn looked at me for permission but I shook my head. Seconds later Zayn let him in. Of course.
"Are you here to break up with me?" I asked staring blankly at the tv that was on some sports talk show.
"Of course not.. Let's go back to our room to talk." He said grabbing my hand and pulling me up. I always give in..
"Thanks Zayn." I said walking out making sure there was a distance between me and Niall on our way back to the room.