I held her petite hand guiding her to our destination. Her long black spiral curls carelessly blew in the wind. Her bright blue orbs staring up at the stars. How could I possibly hurt something so beautiful?... Someone so... Innocent? Almost child like. Skai was as close as it gets to perfection... Yet I stray away from her. I block out her emotions towards me. I push away any emotion that I could possibly have for her. And for what? Nothing. She has done nothing to deserve what is coming her way... Yet she will have to take everything I throw at her. She will take the consequences of my selfish needs.
I look at her once more. It was obvious I towered over her. She was only 5'3. It was cute.
I saw how her huge jumper hung off of her tiny figure. How her shorts are no longer visible. How a smile hints at her lips. I noticed how adorable she looks tonight. For about a second there I almost feel bad for her.
"Harry?" She asked still looking up.
"Yes?" I ask stopping. She also stops and looks at me.
"Where are we going?" Her voice was so...sweet. I faced forward looking at our surroundings.
"We're already here love." I say tackling her on the ground. She must have not seen it coming because she looked at me as if I had three eyes.
"What was that for?" She asked giggling as I laid on top of her. I positioned myself between her legs using my elbows to support me on the grassy field. I moved her curls off of her face. I placed a kiss on her forehead. Then one on her nose. And one on her lips. Her,soft, soft plump pink lips.
"Because it gives me the advantage of being on top of you." I said biting my bottom lip. She bit hers too. Skai wrapped her arms on my neck and pulled me closer to her. Our lips were less than an inch away from each other's. Instead of placing a kiss on my lips, she brought her lips to my ears.
"If you wanted to be on top you could've just asked." She whispered before pushing me off to the side of her.
"You fucking tease!" I said sitting up slightly slapping her leg.
"Aye! No need to be rough now!" She said trying to play serious but failed.
"Oh man! See your no fun! I like it rough!" I said jokingly but looked at her for any type of reaction.
"I can be rough." Skai said looking at me.
"No you can't your too fragile." I said testing her.
"Whatever." She said looking back up to the star covered sky.
We spent about two hours in silence. We spent our time just staring into the sky and lying on the grassy ground. Here and then I would sneak glances at Skailar.
"Harry?" Skailar asked in a low almost,in-audible voice. But I heard her.
"Yes?" I replied looking at her.
"Why did you bring me here?"
"This is where I come when I need to clear my head. I thought you might like the peacefulness here." I replied.
"Oh." She replied coolly. "Harry?"
"Yes babe?" I asked looking at her again.
"Where do we stand? I mean, are you my man?Do you love me?" She asked all at once trying to sound cool about it.
This was my chance. My chance to lie. If I wanted to fuck her, I would have to gain her trust. And to do that I would have to lie.
I looked at the worried expression on her face. Her uneased posture. Waiting for my answer. Waiting to know if I felt the same inevitable love that she had. Waited to know if I could possibly love someone like her. But I didn't. I could never. I did what any normal person would do in this situation. I LIED.
I stood up and hovered over her. Both my hands supporting my body are on either side of her head. My legs between hers. I slowly leaned in and kissed her roughly. I pulled away and looked her in the eyes.
"Yes Skai, I love you..."
~~~~~~~~dun dun dun omgaaaaa!!!! I hope you guys like it! Sorry for the wait! And just to warn you the next few chapters are going to be..... EXPLICIT!!! In other words: they are going to be really nasty. Don't read it if you can't take nasty movellas! Any way love you guys!