After we met 'Emma' at the mall, we went to back at the hotel. Harry looks pretty sad when he told 'Emma' all about his lost-long girlfriend, Hollie...
He doesn't know that girl, Emma, was Hollie! I guess Harry was sad because he was about to give up to find her. "It'll be fine! One day, you will find her!" Louis engorges him.
I sigh annoyingly. It's honestly annoyed! Niall put a video on his phone, to record Harry and 'Emma' to show Liam what are they talking about.
We sat by far, not sat next to them. Liam told us what to do before 'Emma' and we come along. I sigh sadly and then Niall notices me.
"Zayn, are you okay?" He asks. I sigh happily. Someone finally understands me. "What's wrong? Louis, can you take it to Liam?" Niall asks as he gives Louis his phone and wait for him, but he take it.
We all stop to walking away and then I shake my head quickly. I change my mind! "No! It's just... Nothing!" I answer. I look at Harry and I start to walk toward him.
I pick him up with my hands on the wall as I was tough! "I notice you, Sad like this? Or give up to find her?" I say as I look at him up-close.
Niall walks over toward where we stand. "Zayn!" He calls. I push him away from me, but he still come to me. "No! Hollie's here or maybe! If Hollie shows herself up to come to me, that's fine." Harry shouts.
"Yes! She's here! Somewhere! Maybe death? Or Alive? You never know!" I shout as I still held him on the wall. "Zayn! Put him down!" Niall orders loudly.
I put him down on the ground slowly as he orders me. "I'm sick of seeing this face!" I shout. Harry looks pissed. "You see, Zayn? Did you hit by the car again? Do you?!" He snaps.
The car hits me. That's why I act like dumb. I had a car accident before Liam come home. I do remember a bit, but not Hollie. But now I remember her a lot.
With that, I was shocked by heard what did he say. I can't believe it he says it in front of me. I walk off and Niall starts to call my name, but I ignore him.
"Zayn!" He calls for once time. I turn around to see him follow me. "What?!" I ask as I shout. ,"What the hell was that?!" Niall asks as looks down and breathe.
Because he walks faster, so I walk faster... Niall looks shocked when he looks up at me. I use my hand to touch the tears and wiped it to show me.
"What is it?" I ask. I look up at Niall and he looks confused. "Do you know that? It called the tear. That's when you have hearts to crying. It has no control by everyone or even you... And that's sadness if you ask." Niall explains.
Since when he becomes wise? Crying? Huh! I felt nothing but crying. "Am I crying?" I ask confusedly. More tears roll down on my face.
"Yes, Zayn!" Niall answers as he smiles kindly. I was confused. "But why? Make it stop!" I ask as I sniff and wipe the tear away from my face.
I don't know why was I crying. Is it because of Harry saying it front of me? Do I have a car accident? The Memories hit me back.
"Zayn!" I can hear Niall raise his voice to call my name and now I fell over. I felt his hand hold me on Niall's body. "ZAYN!!!" That was a girl's voice.
Everything went blank.
I took a walk, around to take fresh air at the park by myself. Because I had a bad mood over I'm not easily letting Hollie go and I felt bad for lied to Harry!
I should not let her go. I'm not ready, but it's too late! I sigh sadly. And lied too, it's also too late. Well... All the boys, except for Harry, felt the same way as I feel.
I crossed the road without looking over the road. I was thinking too much to worried about Hollie and lied to Harry. Like Harry are not going like it!
I'm sure everyone felt the same way as I felt... I stopped to stood by the middle of the road. Someone shouted "Zayn! Watch out!" That was Liam's voice.
Why did he- The light interrupted my thought! I think... I turned by seeing the car going toward me and I was shocked. Goodbye, Hollie!
Everything went blank!
I awake and I sit up quickly at the same time. I was crying like a crybaby. Someone touches my shoulder and it makes the shit of startled me.
I get it off as I scream like a girl. "Dude! It's me, Niall!" That was Niall's voice with his Irish accent. I feel my body went shaking!
I turn to see Niall sit there and open my arm. "Niall!" I nearly screaming. I give him a tight hug and he hug me back. "It's okay. It's just nightmare." He explains softly.
He always says it to me when I have a bad dream. But Niall says it to me that called Nightmare and I still don't understand what is it...
"Liam! Zayn's just awake!" He continues but shouting. I can hear Liam run toward me. "Are you alright?!" He asks. I pull away from the hug and I turn around to see Liam.
It hit me again. The person who shouted at me in my dream. It was Liam! "Liam? Was that you who shouted at me?" I ask.
Liam looks confused. "Wha- (Sigh sadly) I know what are you talking about. Then, yes." He says. It hits me again. "Put me into the hospital and stay with me?" I carry on.
"Yes!" He nods. I was shocked. I knew it! It was all him. I get up and I smile at him. "Thank you!" I thank him. I give him a tight hug and he hugs me back.
I pull away from the hug for a little while. "You're welcome!" He says. "Okay! Now I get it! You want me to be safe Zayn?" Niall asks confusedly.
Liam shakes his head. "No, Niall! I just want you to be with him because I don't want it to happen again. It's been 5 days Zayn's just sleeping. And yes, I want you to be saved with him..." He explains.
"Aw! Liam cares about me. How sweet he is." I say dumbly. Niall gives Liam a glares look on his face and looks back at me as he gives me a nice/annoyed smile.
Why? "Yeah..." Niall says as look back at Liam as he gives him a glazed look on his face. My eyes open wide. I can hear the same girl's voice like this.
"Zayn..." She calls my name. I don't understand why did this voice be so familiar! "Zayn!" Niall near screaming. I can see a girl...
"I can see her smile!" I say daydreamy. "Her?" Liam asks confusedly. "Something like a girl. I can see... She cries over... Me! And the bed I was sleeping with her on the same bed..." I carry on.
I sigh sadly and I look up at Liam as I was confused. He looks shocked, that's why... "Can you remember her name?" Liam asks as he still looks shocked.
"Her name is... Um." I pause. The memories of her hit me. I feel... The world goes around slowly to fast. "Zayn!" Liam shouts as he looks shocked and he runs toward me.
I faint. Then I felt Liam's hands hold my shoulder on his body.
Everything went blank again!
I do remember when the boys and I stood by the door.
I remember when Liam brought the girl to our home, which was her new home and I saw the girl was behind Liam's back.
When Louis asked him a question that where was the girl, she walked in when Liam step by the door and She has brown curly hairs and Light tan.
She looked down on the ground.
"Boys, meet my new daughter, Hollie Payne!" Liam included the girl's name in echo.
She looked up at us and she gave us a nice smile on her lip.
She has blue eyes like the ocean.
"Hi..." She greets.
And she has a cute voice.
I remember that time I can sign.
Because Hollie is deaf.
She had a cochlear implant.
I must be shocking.
Because I can't believe she can sing.
When she had a birthday party, I gave her a present of mine and she looks so happy.
I remember it was earring with Diamond Hearts.
I also remember Perrie helped me to find it.
Until I remember everything.
Expect for this.
I don't remember about this one.
It was when Hollie has to move out.
Was I help her to pack the clothes?
Louis and Niall helped us to packed her clothes and stuff.
Next morning, I was sleeping with her?
I don't remember about this one either!
We went to the kitchen and I heard Louis and Niall were talking about Hendell and Harry come here.
It just made me feel angry and I make me involve their conversation.
We were all frozen when Liam involve too.
Had we to lied to Harry?
I don't remember about that one either.
It was when Hollie had to go early before Harry arrived.
Maybe I was the one who was never let her go.
Was I crying?
I remember it was when Louis and Harry were an argument about something like Married and love Hollie.
I never notice that Harry loves Hollie.
Then I hit by the car and then I act like dumb.
I can see her face...
Turn into another girl.
It was a different girl.
She has brown eyes, light tan and blonde hairs.
"Who are you?" I ask in echo.
"Emma..." The girl answers in echo.
She showed me on her beautiful blue eyes and I was shocked.
"Hollie!" I call her real name in echo.
I awake slowly and I blink my eyes at the same time. It was dreaming about Hollie and that girl, Emma. I sit up slowly and I groan softly.
The person asked "Zayn? Are you alright?!" That was Liam's voice but sound like worried. I turn side by side slowly. I saw it!
Classical Liam. I nod. "Yeah, I'm fine!" I answer. I was shocked by... The tears fell down on my cheek. I touch the tears and I show myself of the tears.
I sigh sadly and I look down on the sheet. "Her name... Is Hollie..." I reply quietly. I turn to see Liam's shocked face on his face and I chuckle.
"I know the plan. The girl, who have blonde hair and brown eyes, it was Hollie, right?" I whisper. He looks shocked and then Liam nods.
"Yes..." Liam whispers with the tears on his eyes. I smile a little. "You know what? I remember every song that we sang." I say as I look away from his face.
"You do?" He asks. I know you were worried, Liam, but I'll try to make up with him that I want to thank you to him. "Yeah!" I nod at once but slowly.
He looks shocked. Someone interrupt our conversation but the person knocks on the wall. "Hey. Can I talk to Zayn alone?" That was Harry's voice.
I turn to see curly brown hairs and green eyes lock on my dark brown eyes. It was really him, Harry! I guess it's apology, right?
"Sure! I leave you two to talk." Liam answers as he looks at Harry and me at the same time. With that, he starts to walk away, I look down on the sheet.
Harry sighs sadly and he starts to walk toward where I slept on. "Look, I'm sorry! I didn't know you went faint. Twice." He apologises.
I look up at him. "Give me two good reasons." I order. I want to know! "Alright. One, I should not say every word what I say because I was angry. And two... I make you angry because I... Was sad." Harry explains sadly.
He shows me a sad look on his face. I sigh annoyingly. "Why?" I ask. Still not forgive him... "Because I couldn't find Hollie. You don't know what she look like-" I cut him out.
"Well... Actually, I do know what she look like... If you don't believe me, then ask me a question..." I say. I could tell that he doesn't seem to believe me!
"Hmm... Well... If you're actually back, then I ask you one question. Tell me where is she?" He asks. I know where she was, but the letter said we all can't tell him.
I shake my head. "No, I really can't tell you. Have you read it?" I say. Harry looks shocked. "You're back!" Harry shouts as he looks excited.
I smile at him and he gives me a tight hug. "Whoa! What is happening?" I ask as I pulled away from the hug and I could have space.
"Zayn! I miss you!" Harry shouts. Louis and Niall run to enter the room at the same time. "What going on?!" They ask in the unison.
They look shocked. I try to get the hug off and I tried. "Dude! You know I hate hug. From girls, yes. From guys, no." I explain as I tried to get it off.
"That's Zayn what all I know..." Harry says. He still hugs me, but I still get it off. "Zayn! You're back!" Niall shouts. He runs over toward where we sit on and he gives us an another hug.
"Aw! Come on! Alright! Just one hug..." I say. Louis laughs a little. "Thanks to god! Zayn's back!" Louis says. Louis runs over where we sit and he gives me a high five, but I take it.
Liam walks over to where are we and he looks shocked to hold his phone. They break the hug and we look at where Liam stand.
"Liam, what's wrong?" I ask. I sigh sadly. I knew it gonna to be happening! "Nothing! Emma, listen! No. Don't hung up!" He answers as he looks down on the ground.
He put a sad look on his face and he drops his phone on the ground. "Dude, what's wrong? Do you want me to talk to Emma?" Louis asks as he walks toward where Liam stand.
He nods and Louis picks the phone up. I wonder what if he's going to find out what happening... "What the heck?" Harry asks confusedly.
"Harry!" I call. Harry turns around to see me. "What?" He asks. "Emma was just our number one fan!" I explain. He looks shocked.
"Oh!" Harry says embarrassingly. I wonder what does she doing in her life? "Have you seen Hollie?" I ask. Harry sighs sadly.
"Nope! I was about to give up..." He answers. Well, I feel bad for him! "Well... Now, I feel better. Liam, can I go to find Hollie with Harry tonight?" I ask.
"Sh!" That was Louis shush me. I cover my mouth with my hand and I look at Louis. "Sorry..." I whisper. Then I look back at Liam and he looks at me...
With that, Liam nods. "Sure! With Harry and Niall. Please, look after Zayn. I mean both of you!" He answers. He points to Niall and Harry.
"Yes, sir...." They say in the unsion. What happening between with Hollie and Liam?